His various smiles (Dan Howell)

Chapter 8: Constant Buzz - Amber

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Chapter 8: Constant Buzz - Amber

Amber's P.O.V

     I sat on the sofa, phone tightly grasped in my hand, starring at the TV. I had no idea what was on, I wasnt really watching it to be honest, but the two red heads, Sophie and Emily, seemed quite engrossed into the programme. My phone buzzed for what seemed like the hundredth time tonight. I glanced down at the screen and saw the same name I've been seeing for the past month or so. Edward. I didnt need his shit right now. I ignored it and placed my phone on the table, trying to look interested in the programme.

BUZZZZZZZ. BUZZZZZZZ. BUZZZZZZZ. BUZZZZZZZ.

     All eyes had averted towards my phone that vibrated against the tables glass surface. I slowly picked up my phone and saw Edwards name again. I unlocked my phone and looked at my messages.

50 missed calls from Edward

37 voice messages from Edward

148 text messages from Edward

     I let out a heavy sigh before standing up and going into my bedroom. I sat on the bed and dialled my voice mail reciever.

"You have 37 new messages from the dates 25th of April to today. 1st message.......

'Hey it's me. Why haven't you called me? Look I'm sorry, I didnt mean it. Just, text me when you get this okay.'

2nd mesage.......

'Amber call me.'

3rd message.......

'Babe why wont you call me? Please I need to know you're okay.'

4th message.......

'Amber fucking call me!'

5th message.......

'Im sorry babe. Please just call me.'

     All 37 messages continued like this as I listened to them, and the text messages resembled them. Glancing up at the ceiling, trying to fight back the tears, I thought of all the happy memories that I and Edward shared. Even though it wasn't perfect, we still had a healthy and good relationship, unlike Jazmin. Jazmin had suffered years of abuse and still put up with Drew. I felt so selfish. Having all these happy memories where she would have these traumatic experiences to follow her. I should have seen how unhappy she was, I should have been a better friend. I felt so guilty.

     Working my way through my contacts list, I found Edwards name and hesitantly pressed the call button. The phone rang for what seemed like hours, but in reality was a mere 8 seconds.

"Amber??"

"Hey."

     I forced back the tears as I whispered out into the phone. Edward and I had been together for nearly 2 years now, but like I said, not all of it was perfect. Edward had cheated on me the day before Jazmin had called us for help. I hadn't spoken to him since.

"Edward........"

"Before you say anything, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for it to happen I swear. I love you! Please don't let my mistake come between what we have. Please Am."

     I choked on the sobs that made there way up my throat.

"I can't. Edward, we both know we can't go on like this. We've been drifting apart from each other for a long time now. I think it's best if we stop seeing g each other."

"No Amber please. Don't do this."

     I whipped a tear away from my face.

"Its for the best. Goodbye Edward."

     Before he could reply I hung up and tossed my phone onto my bed. Tears pooled from my eyes and angry sobs escaped my mouth. I heard a faint meow from the floor. Looking down I saw my black and white cat Jim. I picked him up and held him close as I curled myself up into a ball on my bed. As I cried out into Jim's soft fur, I felt a light vibration on my leg. Looking across the bed I saw my phone. Slowly I reached out and picked it up. Surprised I quickly whipped my face and pressed the answer button.

"H-hello???"

"Hey Amber."

     His voice was laced with concern. A nervous feeling began to rise in the pit of my stomach.

"Is everything okay Phil?"

     He let out a heavy sigh before answering in a tired voice.

"Jazmins having difficulty sleeping. She hardly eats and she keeps being sick. I don't know what to do."

      I was silent for a moment.

"Please Amber. I need to know what happened to her. Please."

"Its not my place to say Phil. She's been through a lot. All she needs is for you to be there for her and help her get better. Don't push what happened, you'll only end up pushing her away."

"Thanks Ambie. I don't know what I'd do without you."

     And then he hung up. Ambie. He hadnt called me that since high school. I used to love it when he called me that. I'd go all red and giggle like a mad woman. Ambie.........he's the only one who ever called me that, it seemed so stupid know, considering the years. But, just hearing him call  me that now, it still brought that butterfly feeling.

Hey. Now i know it's only short but that's how I want to do these chapters. Their just gonna be little fillers to give you guys an insight into some other characters.  Please vote and comment.

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