Jennifer's Body

Something Missing

Everyone was getting ready for the dance.I knew Needy would be there I heard she dumped Chips ahoy,this was my chance to make sure they stayed that way. I AM SO HUNGRY,I hate how I look right now,was there always something missing in me or did I just spend as much time as I could ignoring it.

The only permanence I knew was me and Needy,I need her because I feel complete it's the only comfort I can take in this life. I am scared and I haven't stopped being scared.I am afraid of getting caught,I am afraid of losing Needy forever and I am afraid of being left alone or abandoned like when my piece of shit father left me with the one women alcohol jug.

I realized everyone leaves and everyone uses everyone. Well except Needy she was always there even when we fight,I know no matter what I'll have her.I have to believe that because I'm about to test our friendship and the love we have for one another,I've decided I'm ready to date Needy properly but to do that I have to make sure Chip is out of the way permanently.

I have to look like myself or who I used to be,I need to make sure Chip makes sure to follow me somewhere.I have to try to sneak him away while Needy is distracted,she'll be plenty pissed because 'Low Shoulder' agreed to play at our school dance.If I have time I'll make sure to kill them for this later.

I put on my dress and head out to hunt and what a coincidence that Chip is alone and so close to safety. I know where to go,the abandoned pool and Chip follows me,of course he would I told him we'd talk about Needy but I need him to admit he wants me that I am better.Because to be honest I'll know I'll deserve her if I am better that I am on a level alittle above her.

"I'm sorry but I can't do this" that was the wrong thing to say bowl cut beetle.I shove Chip in the pool and unleash everything I've been angry about treating Chip like a stake I'm softening up. I throw him to one side of the pool,that's for fucking Needy,then shove him underwater,that's for taking her from me. And I rip out his neck and this is because you rejected me.