Welp welcome to my story. Hope you like it I promise it will get better as it goes.
Memories are written like this
"Thank you my little ladybug" You heard chat noir say to ladybug, you turned around to face the two heros. You just sighed at the picture in front of you. You couldnt watch anymore. It hurt too much to watch your crush flirt with the girl he was in love with. You quickly turned the other way and started walking away.
Once again even tho you helped you were being ignored by the one person you wanted attention from, but you knew Chat noir had a thing for Ladybug, not that you blamed him she was an amazing hero and you could understand how he could fall for her. The one person who could make sure the butterflies go back to normal. The one person who could fix everything. Everyone needed her. Paris needed her. It made you slightly angry. She was so important and you were just an extra. Honestly you dont even know why you teamed up with these two, Most of the time they were fine without your help, at least thats what it felt like. You have watched them defeat foes left and right without you. You were a hero too, but you didnt feel like it. You felt like an outcast. Even tho they both have told you have much they appreciate you when you do help them., but it felt like they were just saying that most of the time cause they didnt wanna hurt your feelings.
You were called Howl, lame right? You didnt have much time to pick a name when you were asked. Alya was filming you and you felt under pressure. It was the first thing that popped in your head. You had the wolf miraculous. Your outfit was sorta like Cat Noir's but your outfit was gray and you actually had a normal fluffy wolf tail and not just a belt. But you did have a belt that went around under your chest. Your ears were pretty much the same besides yours were gray. Your "special move" was you could howl and make your foe deaf or confused for a short while. But if you could get your howl high enough you could freeze their actions. But it was risky cause it could always effect other people around you. You didnt think it came in handy most of the time. Which made you not wanna help most of the time. Most of the time you just helped Ladybug and Chat Noir was if they looked like they really needed it. Or if one of them were talking a long time to get there. But sometimes you did get calls from those two asking where you were. In those rare cases you would come and see them. Just like today, they were dealing with a strong one, but in the end you had beaten them together.
"Howl where are you going?" Ladybug spoke up making Chat Noir turn to where you were at, you didnt wanna stop walking but you did. "We were wondering why you havent been coming around anymore? Weve missed you. Plus you make this team better and stronger" Ladybug gave you a smile. You couldnt help but laugh.
"I feel like I get in the way, plus you and Chat Noir here are great together without me here." you said, before running away, not letting them get in a another word. That was rude you thought to yourself.
Ladybug and Chat Noir were confused but before they could even talk about it, both of them heard a beep.
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You jumped onto your balcony and sighed.
"Tails in." You mumbled, before your hero suit went away, leaving you in your normal outfit.
"You know you should of let them talk more." Your little gray kwami sighed, giving you a little glare. As her little tail moved back and forth. "Stop letting your feelings for Chat Noir get in the way of you helping. I know you're crushed that he likes ladybug. But you were picked to help them defeat hawkmoth and you letting your feelings get in the way of that isnt good. You could become the next victim. You know that right?"
You rolled your eyes, she was right and you knew it but you couldn't control how you felt. You just pushed your thoughts away as you walking to your window and entering your room. You stood there for a moment, before letting out a loud yell, as you rubbed your hands over your face. Luckily your parents weren't home. But they never really were at night. They had night time jobs. Which meant most of the time they were sleeping during the day and if they weren't home they were in a different town or a different state. They were busy people. Luckily they would make sure you got enough food and everything. You even had your own credit card. But it was only for food and stuff you really need. But with them gone all the time meant they were Leaving you all alone. It was pretty lonely. But at least if you did hero work full time you wouldnt have to make excuses since they were never around. You got that they were doing it so you could have everything you needed and wanted but sometimes it was lonely. Luckily you had Mimi. Which made you a little bit happy, even if Mimi was a little little bossy, but she kept you from going crazy.
