Love You Until Death | Emo BoyxBoy

Chapter 6 | Goodbye

((Zak's POV))

"A-Ah, Stop..!"

"Shut up, emo!!"

"Please, I-I don't want t-to do this again!!"

"You know you want it, you WHORE!"

Trent started licking my bare chest which caused me to flinch at his touch. He dragged his tongue up to my neck and behind my ear. Then he started sucking my neck, trying to leave a hickey on it.

"You like that slut?", he whispered in my ear.

"I-I'm not a s-slut.." I whimpered, a tear streaming down my cheek.

"Yes you are. You are a bigger slut than the sluttiest bitches in this damn school."

I'm not a slut, I'm not a slut, I'm not a slut, I'm not a slut, I'm not a slut... , I repeated in my head.

Face it, you are a slut..
.
Somebody help me... Oh God, please help me.. Why do I deserve this? What have I done wrong..?

RIINNNNNNNGGG

I escaped from Trent's grip and sprinted out the school supply closet and rushed myself to the restroom, shirtless. I locked the door and dropped my things and collapsed onto the cold, hard floor, crying my fucking eyes out.

-----------Liu's POV----------

I wonder where's Zak. I saw him walking in school, but somehow he's not in class. I was sitting in my seat, fidgeting with my jacket strings until Mr. Jones was calling out for attendance. He called names until it was close to mine and Zak's name.

"Sally"

"Here!"

"Jeff"

"Here"

"Liu"

"Here" I said.

"Zak"

Silence quickly surrounded the classroom. "Zak..?", Mr. Jones repeated. "Has anyone seen Zak??", he asked. I quickly raised my hand.

"Uh, yes Mr. I saw him walking to school earlier.."

"Oh.. Well I wonder why he isn't here. Okay everyone, take out your homework!!"

I heard people grunting and backpack zippers zipping and papers ruffling whilst I took out my homework. It was an essay sheet about arguments and whatnot.

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((Zak's POV))

"S-So beautiful.." I whimpered as blood streamed from my wrists. I dropped the blade, now covered with blood and stumbled towards the mirror, seeing my reflection.

I looked horrible: I had a swolen eye that looked almost black. My neck had three hickeys, all caused by Trent. My hair was a fucking mess and dull. My arms were a bloody mess and scarred. I looked so broken... I felt myself twitch what I was thinking..

I have had it.

It's time to go to Heaven. Some would call people who don't want to live 'suicidal', but I don't believe in that. Suicidal people are just angels who want to go home. That's all. And it's time for me to go back home with my father. And see him again...

I slowly walked to my backpack and pulled out a knife. I've always carried a knife around with me. For a very good reason: to die.

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((Liu's POV))

I raised my hand up.

"Yes, Liu?"

"Can I use the restroom, please?"

"Yes Liu, but hurry back, alright?"

"Yes, thank you."

I walked out of the classroom and headed to the restroom.

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((Zak's POV))

I walked back to the mirror
and looked at myself one more time before raising the knife to my neck.

He is sad.

He is hurt.

He is dying.

He is alone.

He is lonely.

He is a mess.

He is judged.

He is ignored.

He is suicidal.

He is stressed.

He is confused.

He is fucked up.

He is depressed.

He is misunderstood.

He is tired but still living.

He is hurt but won't show it.

He is screaming but is silent.

He is me.

"I'm sorry mom..."

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Author's Note~
Muahahahaaaa!!!!! Cliff hanger!!!! But yeah sorry for taking sooooo fucking long on updating, its because I've been feeling all lovey dovey lately... So yeah I can't concentrate on anything right now, only "Them" (( Dan and Phil))

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