BACK TO THE BIRTH ENDING-
I felt pressure grow in my abdomen, and a sweeping feeling came across me as blood flowed out of me.
My eyelids fluttered at the sudden spur and my legs twitched as I slowed my thrashing in pain and moaned louder.
Doctor Daley was stood staring at the flowing blood, not quite sure what to do anymore.
"Where's Pennywise!?!" I cried as more pain grew and I found myself thrashing once more.
The doctor said something, but my hearing had cut out, and his voice was muffled.
I found my eyelids drooping as the anaesthetic kicked in, finally, and a deep blackness came over me.
NOW-
I was pacing. Pacing around my mind. Despite being asleep my brain was forcing me to be thinking about the past month.
The party. Kurt Bowers. Jake. Charlie's baseball bat. Harry. The baby. Charlie's baseball bat. The Thanksgiving party. The Losers.
Charlie's baseball bat.Charlie's baseball bat....
Pain. Pain. Pain.
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A shuddered breath came from me as I peeled my eyes open. I wasn't laying in the lawn anymore, but rather on a comfy surface.
I found myself doing a cliche thing- looking at my surroundings. Plain, white walls, blue and white curtains, a small t.v on the wall, and small table on wheels.
I slowly sat up, finding that there was no pain anymore. I felt kinda relieved.
My hands went to feel my belly again and calm myself down, only to feel my normal weight again.
I looked down and felt around more. Nothing.
I began hyperventilating. My baby. Where was my baby?!?
My eyes fell on a button beside the bed, to call a nurse. I reached out and pressed it five times.
I heard people running and shouting and the door was thrown open, to reveal two nurses and Doctor Daley.
"(Y/n)? Are you okay?"
"My baby." My lip wobbled as whimpered. "Where my baby?"
Doctor Daley sighed, and the nurses went walking back out.
"(Y/n)...your baby... shes missing."
She? MISSING?
"No." I felt tears roll down my face. "She's not."
He nodded gravely. "We put her to rest in the children's ward. A nurse went back in the morning and she found her crib empty. I'm so sorry, (Y/n)"
I shook my head and wrapped my arms around myself. "No, no,no.."
He came and sat beside me, rubbing my back in a comforting way.
After a few moments, he stood up.
"I have to get into surgery soon." He said while walking towards the door. "I'll tell Charlie and Harry you're awake, okay?"
I nodded, not finding any more strength to speak anymore. It had been all cried out.
I sat in silence for a bit, sniffing. I really couldn't believe it.
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A Christmas Party To Remember (Book 2, Pennywise x Reader)
Fanfiction(Y/n) and Pennywise are now parents, and are dealing with it first hand. Their daughter is probably the most beautiful girl in the world, and Pennywise swears to protect her as she grows, even shielding her from his own past. But when their daughte...