Never Leave My Side

Seven!

Paris Marie Tolen

2 months later

The furniture finally came for my apartment. The dining room, kitchen, bedrooms, living room, laundry room. Right now me and Niya are about to go to Walmart to get a few last minute thing forthe house.

"My Babymama so beautiful y'all" niya said rubbing my chin as she turned the camera on me showing me to her live

"Move ni" I said pushing her hand away

"Ooo y'all she irritated" she said making me smack my lips

It's true though. I really didn't like nobody touching me at all even Ty. Normally I love when he touch me but I just don't be wanting to be touched anymore

I pulled up in the Walmart parking lot and found a parking spot. We got out my and I got a cart and started walking down isle.

"Ouu we should make the bathroom black and grey" she said as she seen the bathroom sets

"Yeahh get dat" I said and she put it inna cart

We got some more stuff like towels, sheets, pillows, stuff for the kitchen and more. We put everything in my trunk and went back home. When we got home we put the stuff up and I was happy.

"Bitchhhh we done!" Niya yelled jumping on her bed

I ain't say nothing and just smiled because I wasn't feeling that well.

"You okay" she asked

"Yeah I'm good I just gotta use the bathroom" I said and walked to the bathroom

I pulled my pants down and did what I had to do. All of a sudden I felt the urge to push. I ain't want to but I couldn't stop myself. I heard a splash in the toilet so I got up and seen blood all in the toilet and it was dripping from me.

"ANIYA!" I yelled out

She came quick as hell and when she seen what was happening she quickly called 911. I was so confused as to what was happening because after that even happend so fast. The Ambulance came and rushed me to the hospital. I don't remember nothing after that.

Next day

I woke up to a bright room. I looked around and seen Niya, Liyah, Ari, Mya, and Cleo. They all crowded around me once they realized I woke up.

"What happend" I asked trying to sit up. They all looked at eachother making me get worried

"Baby... you had a miscarriage" Liyah told me

"H-huh"

"I'm sorry..."niya said hugging me

"What?! No I didn't! my baby is still in my stomach" I said and they all looked at me with sad eyes

"I'm sorry" niya said hugging me from the other side

"Nooooo!" I cried

Why my baby had to die?  I was so happy and ready for him or her. I started buying clothes. Boy and girl clothes because I didn't even care what I was having I was so happy. I started thinking of names. If it was a girl I wanted to name her Leá Ariyah Newkirk and if it was a boy his name was gonna be Tasean Armon Newkirk.

"Come in" I said as I heard a knock on the door

A doctor walked in and gave me a small smile. He greeted all of them and then started flipping pages on his clipboard.

"First I would like to say sorry for your loss ms. Tolen and would you like me to tell you the reason so if you having your miscarriage?"

"Mhm" I said barely above a whisper

"Would you like your friends and family to stay in the room while I tell you?" He asked and I nodded

" okay so the reasons of you having a miscarriage is that you have a ruptured cervix and your uterus is to small to support a baby"

"How did that happen? Can it be fixed?" I asked as tear flooded down my cheeks

"Well these are signs of forced entry and no they cannot... I'm sorry" he said for another word for rape

Cleo was the only one who didn't know about my past with my dad so she was probably confused to what he was saying but she didn't say anything.

All I could do was cry. The reason my baby is dead is because of my father. If he didn't rape me all those times my baby would still be in me and would still be  growing. Now I can never have kids, something I've always wanted.

"I will come back with your discharge papers." The doctor said and left out

"Where is Ty" I asked

"We called him But he didn't answer his phone" Liyah said

What the fuck was he doing to not be answering his phone. Our unborn child just died and he is nowhere to be found

"Where is my phone?" I asked and ari passed it to me

I went to my contacts and called ty. He declined it so I called him again. He declined that so I just said fuck it.

"On god when I see that bitch ass nigga ima shoot him in his face" niya said

"Can I borrow a gun" she asked liyah

"Yeah"

Kash javon Williams

"Damn where everybody at" I said as I seen Izzy putting on his shoes

"They at the hospital" He said making scrunch my face

"Why? Who there?"

"Paris got rushed there yesterday" he said

"Nigga whatcha waiting for let's go" I said snatching his keys off the table

I went to the car and got in the driver seat.  He got in the passenger seat and I pulled off.

"I love how you took my car" he said sarcastically

"Mhm" I said not paying attention

I was just focused on getting to the hospital. On my life if her bitch ass boyfriend did this I was gonna kill him. Damn and I hope her baby okay too.

I got to the hospital quick since I was kinda speeding. When we got there we got her room number and was bouta go upstairs but I seen the gift shop. I went in there and got her some flowers and a big teddy bear. We went upstairs and knocked on the door then went inside when we heard someone say com in.

"Hey y'all" she said quickly wiping her eyes

"Wassup is you good?" Izzy asked

"I lost my baby" she said and busted out crying

I went to her and hugged her. I can't say I know what that feel like cuz I don't but I know she hurting. She lost a part of her.

"Where her boyfriend at?" I mouthed

"He keep declining her calls" liyah mouthed back

Now is not the time to say I told you so

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🔵VOTE🔵

Paris lost the baby😢

Where was Ty?🤔

Kash was there before Tyler and it ain't even his baby or girlfriend🤦🏾‍♀️

Sorry for any mistakes🤧