Somethings

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I remember the days you hold me dearly,
I remember the days we laughed together,
I remember your kind gestures,
I remember your wrath,
I remember when we fight and you behave like kid with me,
I remember the nights when i asked you to give me water thou you were tired but you still go outside just for a glass of water,
I remember the days when you washed dishes when it is my turn,
I remember it clearly when you pretend to be dead to see what i am gonna do and when I desperately shake you while crying you always engulfed me in your arms,
I remember whenever i get sick you make it sure if i took my medicine or not,
I remember whenever i asked you to wake me up at 2 am and you couldn't sleep coz you might oversleep,
I remember when i come back from school you bring food to me in case if I didn't eat anything in school,
I remember whenever i went to school/college/university you always come to the gate to see me off with alott of duas,
Wallah I remember everything bout you,
Thou i was mentally prepared for your death but i still am in agony,
It was so sudden I wasn't expecting you to leave like this
And I really miss you we didn't say goodbye
I should have known by your gestures when i come to you even in your unconscious state you always hold my hand and kiss them
You took my face in your hands
It was like you were bout to say goodbye or at least you wanna say goodbye
I never told you before i don't know why but I love you to the moon and never back and i regret it that why I didn't tell you before
I miss your presence
I miss your voice now no one will be here to ask if you have eaten, why aren't you eating anything? You have to go to school?

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A/N
This one is for my grandma who died this year and I wrote this for her, her relation with me was the thing i adore alott. I miss her alott coz she was one of the best thing happened to me.
REST IN PEACE ☮️