Seven
It was like I was stuck, everyone around me was moving but I couldn't. My whole body felt numb and my vision was blurred, my chest throbbed and burned. I had no more tears, I was all cried out but my breathing was still uneven.
How could he do this to me?
Why couldn't he just let me go already? It was like he enjoyed my suffering. Enjoyed hurting me and playing with my emotions. He truly was an asshole and I had done nothing but be there for him.
Why couldn't I just let him go?
Why did I insist on holding out? Waiting for him to love me back or come to some realization that we were in fact meant to be together.
Instead like a pathetic loser I jump at his beck and call. I drop everything and everyone around me to run to him whenever he needs. Jimin was right all along.
But still...I loved him.
Jimin stayed with me the entire night, holding me close and doing his best to sooth me. But nothing seemed to take the burning pain in my chest away.
"Babe, how about you take a hot bath? I'll order us some food"
Jimin's voice was soft and soothing as he stroked my hair, I was grateful for him. "I have to work" I whisper, he smiles when I look up and meet his somber gaze "I already called and told them your taking the day off" I nod and feel my eyes get watery all over again.
"How can he do this Jimin? How can he marry her when..when he..."
He shushes me and presses me to his chest again, gently stroking my hair. "I know babe, I know"
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I had called Yoongi and texted him a few times but he never called back...nor did he text me back, he just read the messages. My chest burned still and my face seemed so swollen it was hard to recognize myself in the mirror.
It had only been three days but every hour and every minute seemed like I was living in my own personal hell. Jimin had finally gone home but still blew my phone up every half hour to check on me.
Jungkook reached out as well since I hadn't been at work for the past few days, I lied and said I was sick. I didn't need him seeing how pathetic I was.
*Ding
I quickly reach for my phone and frown when I see jimin's name across the screen.
Jimin: Babe you need to eat, it's been three days. I sent over some lunch so please just try and eat some of it. I'll stop by with dinner later
You: 😒
There was no point in eating, everything made me feel sick. I couldn't eat even when I tried to...
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Jimin's POV
"Buy me dinner"
I glance up and feel all my anger rise within me once again "Fuck off Yoongi" he chuckles but I'm not amused or in the mood for any of his shit right now.
"What's up your ass? Come on treat me to dinner to congratulate me"
This guy was so incredibly stupid sometimes, I shake my head and stand up. I quickly try to gather my things and leave before I do something I'd regret.
"Seriously what's up? Why are you in a mood?"
He mumbles grabbing at my arm so I couldn't leave. I shake my head again and meet his gaze.
"Why would I treat you to dinner Yoongi? When I'm too busy taking care of y/n."
His gaze shifts and I tsk in his direction before yanking my arm away.
"What's wrong with her? Is she okay?"
"You're fucking unbelievable, of course she's not okay you asshole. You broke her heart...she's been crying for three days straight she's barely slept and she hasn't eaten."
I watch as he shifts in place and looks down at the floor. "Well what about that kid? Aren't they dating now? Why isn't he taking her mind off things?"
I seriously couldn't believe this guy or even believe that I had been friends with him for all these years.
"I can't believe how selfish you are being, y/n has had her life on hold for years because of you Yoongi! She loves you more than she loves herself and for you to not give a single fuck about her or her feelings right now..."
He glares at me as I stare him down, this wasn't the guy I knew. This wasn't my best friend...
"Do me a favor Yoongi and don't come around here anymore...you never were and never would have been good enough for y/n...so leave her and me alone."
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