Warm Desires

Chapter 5 The Struggle (Short & Sweet)

After our sexual encounter It's like every time we wanted to see each other something was holding us back. We had been going through it for months and yes jacking off had definitley become an option of many sorts. I was becoming vulnerable like I had lost strength, we talked on the phone as much as possible and we also skyped as well but I had began to get tired I couldn't do it anymore.

So I began to avoid skyping all In all just for a bit though. everything seemed to be okay for a bit but I needed sex like it was a drug slowly taking over my body, I just need to be the needle that injects her to clense her body of the purity that is no longer in her.... then my phone rings, and it's Sunday so I'm thinking should I answer but I reject; sending her to voicemail then I sent her a message saying "Text me I'm in church".

She Replied "I was wondering if you wanted to go skating today?" I said "yeah sure, why not? We should low key fuck on the skating floor" she then replied saying " yassss, people gone be skating like omg! Are they fucking? lofl!". So after church my dad dropped me off not knowing that he had to come and get me.

I couldn't go home to change so I still had on my dress clothes, and when her aunt and uncle saw me they called me Andre 3000 (This famous musician and rapper) I laughed a bit but when I saw Lexi I damn near wanted to grab her by her waist and lay her across the table, loosen them jeans and....Then my thought stopped when she hugged and kissed me. Boy did I miss her! This had been the struggle.

"I'm tired of not seeing you baby I have to see you more, it's been months and you didn't even see me for my birthday!" I told her. All she could do is hold me smile and apologize, I understood. But it wasn't enough I still left with a lot on my mind.

Going months without sex nearly had me dead I was feeling the addiction, the pain, the struggle. I needed her I wanted her and I just had to have her. Starring at her through a screen would not help it just made me want her even more I felt as though I could be Transparent with my pain like I could send it through that screen that blocked our affection but the more I wanted to..... Somehow I just knew it wouldn't work.

So as I lay in my bed starring at my ceiling thinking of her, my dick began to rise and so did my hopes. I jumped up in search for the Vaseline for I knew this would be the help that I needed to keep me calm through the struggle, but I couldn't do it without just hearing her voice.

So I called her and I told her how I felt and what was about to happen and she said "Baby don't do it without me" and so I didn't as we began she slowly slid her hand in her panties as she moaned my name tearing to the sensation as I said her name as well. It felt as though we were together in the same room fucking hard and dramatically, but when we finished we realized that in reality we were still far apart dealing with the struggle.