Warm Desires

Chapter 3 Warm Desires

It came upon me like a drug the next morning, I just need it! I just have to have it! I didn't feel the same. I just knew what I wanted I knew what I have to have but the woman that I met last night wasn't gonna be able to give it to me. I was stuck in mild temptation with no way out, I was lost in a forest in which I went in too deep. I needed to find someone to sooth my sorrows, someone that I think can make me feel that warm comfort again. And I think I know exactly who that could possibly be. Just wait till Monday. Sunday oh sweet Sunday there's nothing like a good Sunday morning service I tell you.

Sunday wasn't so bad, me and my dad were tearing the church down in devotion. And I had to pray, I prayed for my struggle and desire, hoping that God would remove this feeling that I have, this strange thing that I want but think that I need. Leaving church with my heart heavy the feeling was getting deep so I called Lexi and we were getting to know eachother, she made my day; so that night I asked her if she wanted to date me and she said Yes. Not knowing too much about her was pretty good that made me feel a little better, I have a way of saying I love you too quick but with her it was different I actually meant it but I waited.

Monday came and The woman that I had been craving was not the woman I met Friday night but this was a woman I had known before hand. This woman had filled me with the utmost sexual drive I had ever had, we had never had sex but the way she kissed me and touched me just made me wanna ughhh!!! , so I tried to find a way to let her know that I have a girlfriend now and it got pretty hard come the end of the day. It's the last hour of the day and I text her and asked her to meet me.

So she met me in the media center where there was peace and quiet along with many other dark rooms. My intentions had began to change. She stepped in to the room and I hugged her tight we skipped a few words as i kissed her on her neck, then she uttered and said "We can't do this anymore". Me being so stubborn I asked why and she said "Don't you have a girlfriend now". Me also, forgetting that I had her on all my social media websites.

We quickly let apart and began to talk but when she finished talking she walked away, hurt, I was devistated. She had finally let me go and it was time that I let her go also, knowing that I now have a beautiful girlfriend to tend to. Later that week, me and Lexi played 20 questions a game played by many beginning couples. I had a question, because she is so beautiful I was puzzled at why she was single. So I asked her, "Did you have a boyfriend when we hooked up sunday?" And she said yes.

With the intensity and conceitedness in my mind I felt like a celebrity named Trey Songz aka (Mr. StealYourGirl). Laughing for a instant second I said oh wow, what happened. But her reasons were understanding like any man who's not treating you right you have the right to leave him.

We got off on a great start by the end of the week I met her Dad but homecoming night I had met her mom, I felt pretty good for myself and Lexi, it's time to schedule a date for next week cause me and my crew are going out, and Lexi agreed to come.