Impure

❀ First for Everthing ❀

"G-Guys, I'm actually really not sure about this." Jackson stuttered as he was cornered in his room by Youngjae and Yugyeom.

"What are you so afraid of? It's just a little dick in your ass." Youngjae waved it away as if it were nothing, strangely more eager than anyone to see Jackson take the plunge into bottoming.

"It's not little!" Mark exclaimed with a huff.

"That's not what I meant." Youngjae chuckled out, ruffling the elder's hair. He looked back at Jackson who was standing in the far corner of his room, arms folded across his chest. "Jackson, you were the one to give Mark his first time, why can't he return the favor?"

"Because I'm uncomfortable." The elder answered.

Youngjae rolled his eyes, growing impatient with the back and forth arguments. "Jackson come on, he really wants to. And I think you'll like bottoming, honestly."

"Why are you trying to force me into it?" Jackson whined.

The younger hadn't thought he was being forceful, he was just really desperate to pull Jackson out of his comfort zone. Youngjae groaned in defeat, deciding to finally back off. "Now you're making me feel bad. Whatever, Mark you can try it with me if you want."

Mark looked at Jackson before looking back at Youngjae who was heading towards the door, his shoulders slumping as he followed him. "Oh, okay..."

Jackson watched the two leaving, the pitiful stare Mark gave him making him feel as if he'd just kicked a puppy. He let out a heavy sigh, running his fingers through his hair.

"Wait." Jackson called, the two others halting halfway through the door. "...Does it hurt a lot?"

They both stepped back into the room, their faces holding a bit of hope.

"It might." Youngjae answered, figuring that lying would probably make Jackson's experience worse than better.

"But I'm gentle! I'll be really gentle I promise, just tell me what to do." Mark blurted out.

Jackson sighed, looking down at the floor. He didn't know why he was agreeing to this in the first place, but Mark's big pleading eyes couldn't be ignored forever. "A-As long as we go at my pace. And if I say stop then you have to stop. And don't be mad if I change my mind."

"Jackson, relax. You know Mark will listen to whatever you say. It'll be fine." Youngjae said through a big smile that alone expressed showed his happiness over Jackson's agreement. He looked between the two before clapping his hands and backing out of the room. "Then, I'll leave you to it!"

Mark and Jackson were left alone to get to it, and Jackson tried his best to relax as Youngjae said. Speaking of relaxing, just across the hall Jaebum was struggling with getting started just as much as Jackson was.

Okay Jaebum, just relax." Jinyoung instructed, guiding the leader to sit on his bed.

"I am relaxed." Jaebum snapped, his tense tone definitely saying otherwise.

Jinyoung could see right through him. "No you're too tense, this isn't usually like you."

"How the hell do I 'usually' act?"

"I don't know, just... be normal? It's really not that bad."

"Easy for you to say..."

"Jaebum if you really don't want to do it, it's okay." Yugyeom interrupted, though his big brown doe eyes practically begging the elder to do it made it hard to decline.

'No, no Yugyeom I'll... I'll do it." Jaebum replied. He knew he couldn't bear to watch Yugyeom's face turn into disappointment, it would make him feel bad for not sucking it up and trying something new for a change. But this was admittedly a bit scary since through all of his sexual endeavors, Jaebum avoided bottoming at all costs. It really just wasn't his style. "Just give me a sec to get myself together, okay?"