Impure

Should We?

Mark tiptoed into Yugyeom's room late at night with the hope that the maknae was still awake.

"Gyeom?" He called; luckily the younger was still up watching random meme videos on his phone.

Yugyeom raised a brow at the elder, wondering what he wanted."Hm?"

"Um... I need to talk to you." He mumbled as he stepped further into the room, closing the door behind him.

"What's wrong?" Yugyeom set down his phone, concern coloring his face.

Mark sighed as he climbed up onto the foot of the younger's bed. "I heard you all fighting earlier..."

"Oh..." Yugyeom's eyes fell to his lap.

"I think they've been fighting a lot more honestly. I've heard some things through the walls." Mark recalled a few moments where he heard yelling and door slams from his room; he never intervened since confrontation wasn't his strong suit, but he definitely wasn't oblivious to the slowly growing tension between them all.

"Yeah, I think so too." Yugyeom agreed, having heard his own share of the others' arguments. "I feel bad... y'know I think most of the fights are because of us."

"Really?" Mark asked, brows raised.

"Yugyeom nodded. "Yeah... I don't know, it's just a feeling... like they mostly fight when we're not around, and it's been happening a lot more recently."

"B-But why? What did we do wrong?" A frown was set on Mark's face, his fingers fiddling with the bottom of his shirt.

"I dunno... I asked Jinyoung earlier when he was in my room why they always seemed to fight nowadays. He just told me that they had been having a lot of tension, but it'll pass." Yugyeom informed.

"Tension from what?" Mark asked.

Yugyeom shrugged. "I don't know. They all sound a bit jealous to me. Jealous of each other for some reason. It makes me sad."

"Me too." Mark mumbled.

Yugyeom tugged at his bedsheets, letting out a soft sigh. "I don't know what to do. I feel bad."

A bit of silence passed, both Mark and Yugyeom having no idea how they could possibly help their friends avoid further conflict.

Mark shrugged his shoulders, his eyes flashing up at the maknae. "Maybe it's the sex and stuff?"

"You think?" Yugyeom asked.

Mark shrugged again. "Maybe? I think they're the most upset when they want to do sex with us but can't because we're already doing it with someone else. They seem to get upset with one another over that."

"Oh... yeah that's true..." Yugyeom mumbled while rubbing his chin. "I wonder why..."

"I guess they just like us so much." Mark replied.

"Well I like them too, but I don't like them fighting at all." Yugyeom stated. "And they've been doing a lot less sex and a lot less lessons too, I've been wondering why for so long."

"Me too." Mark nodded in agreement. He let out a long hum, resting his head on his knee. "I miss the lessons, there used to be so many  Now there's only a few and more fighting than anything else."

"Right? I feel kinda sad not learning as much as we used to." Yugyeom mumbled, reminiscing back to just a month or so ago where they had lessons nearly every other day.

"Yeah, and when they want to do sex with us, it just doesn't feel the same. I liked how new everything felt, now it's almost like a routine." Mark further complained.

"Yeah! That's true too!" Yugyeom agreed, both him and Mark on the same page as they often were.

"I mean, I like doing sex with the others but..." Mark trailed off, his initial thought momentarily interrupted. "Well actually, the only person I haven't done it with was you."

"Oh... y-you're right..." Yugyeom stuttered, caught off guard by the observation.

Mark glanced at then younger while chewing on his bottom lip. "I'm not saying we should but... well I'm just thinking that if we want that feeling of having a new experience again, we have that option."

Yugyeom shifted where he sat, his eyes flickering between Mark and his lap. "I mean... I never said no..."

Mark raised a brow at his response. "You serious?"

Yugyeom slowly nodded. "Are you?"

"Yes! I am!" Mark's lips spread into a wide grin, obviously not being one that could hide his true emotions too well. "It's just... we've never really done much with one another... so recently I've been really curious about you. What kind of things you like, and how you like to be touched... I dunno, weird stuff like that."

"O-Oh... I see..." Yugyeom felt his throat dry as he began to wonder the same things about the elder. "I can understand why, since when they take us to do lessons they often separate us. I don't get to see you enjoy it."

"Yeah, I want to see you have fun too." Mark nodded, the younger getting his point exactly. "The only things I know about you is what I heard after we learned about kinks. Jinyoung said you really like compliments. Well, you're really pretty, Gyeom."

Yugyeom's jaw fell open, his cheeks immediately flushing red. He didn't know what to do with himself besides giggle. "You're pretty too, Mark!"

Mark began giggling too, the room filling their their high pitched laughs until Mark leaned over and rested a hand on the younger's thigh. "Hey, do you really think we should?"

Yugyeom tensed under the elder's touch, his mind blanking for the moment. "W-What?"

"Try sex? Together? Should we?" Mark asked, as if he needed reassurance for having that desire.

"Like... go all the way?" Yugyeom clarified, at which Mark nodded. Yugyeom thought about it, taking into account his natural attraction towards Mark and curiosity of how sex with him would feel; and despite all signs pointing to 'yes', he was hesitant about going through with it. "Do you think the others will mind?"

"I'm not sure but, they don't have to know." Mark replied with a shrug.

Yugyeom gasped, wagging his finger in Mark's face. "Sneaky Mark, you fox."

Mark giggled, playfully shoving Yugyeom in the shoulder, the younger giggling as well. "So... you wanna?"

Yugyeom pretended as if he needed to think on it more, but his mind was already made up. "Okay!"

Mark wore a bright grin, ecstatic that Yugyeom wanted to try it just as much as he did. But ultimately, he had no idea exactly what to do since he was so used to the others leading the way for him. The two just sat there for a minute staring at one another, waiting for someone to make the first move. "So um..."

"Here, lay down." Yugyeom directed after growing tired of the silence. He gently pressed Mark down against his mattress, swinging a leg over the elder's body to hover over him. "They always start with kissing first. So I'll just kiss you."

Mark nodded, feeling a bit more comfortable since it seemed that Yugyeom was taking initiative. "Right. Then we take off our clothes and do sex!"

"Yeah!" Yugyeom exclaimed, the two sharing excited giggles before toppling into a clumsy kiss.

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(*MERRY CHRISTMAS! hope y'all had a great day with friends or family or whoever you celebrated with ❤️ (if you celebrate). Idk why I just felt in the mood to update today :) Btw i really like making them say 'do sex' okay? Like, I want that to be their thing, like they learn literally everything there is to know about sex except for how to properly grammatically say the action of doing it hshshshs sorry for my grammar police out there, it must irk you to read it like that XD*)