Just Breath

chapter 4

I wake up to an alarm that goes off at 4 am for my nightly meds. I look down and see jimin wrapped around me. I smile warmly and brush my fingers around the soft skin has puffy cheeks and he wakes up and looks at me. " ugh its early go back to bed baby girl" I chuckle "I'm not your baby girl and I have to take some meds go back to sleep I won't move too much" he grunts and moves and sits on the edge of my bed, he gets up and walks towards the door " wait you don't have to leave" he smirks "I just have to use the restroom I'll be back baby girl don't miss me too much " I roll my eyes and take my meds and get up to change into a comfy pair of pants and shirt. I have a shirt on and underwear when my door opens me assuming it's my nurse I speak out "I already took them " I turn around while putting one leg in my pants to see jimin sitting on my bed smirking. I turn back around and quickly finish. " really jimine announce it's you next time." I went to my bed and lay down. I get comfortable and what for jimin to come to me. He comes up and holds me this time putting my head on his chest I don't mind and just enjoy it. " hey, if you don't like me then why do you still cuddle with me" he asked I just shrug I guess I needed this more than I thought no ones held me since Kia.

" I never said I didn't like you jimin I just don't want to get attached to anyone again..." I look down into his chest, avoiding his gaze and feel a tear stream down my face and it hits his chest he takes my head in his hands and hold me to look at him in the eyes. " whoever hurt you and left you isn't me I promise you that ... I'm not going anywhere." he looks deep into my watery eyes and leans in I move my head slightly and he gets the message " no yet just.. Give me time jimine" he nods and leans in to kiss my tears away witch I let him. I place my head back down on his chest and can feel him playing with my hair. I fall asleep that way. I wake up and see my room is empty I look around and my eyes fall on a note set on my nightstand I pick it up and start reading

Dear,

Lee jay

Thanks for last night it was nice I hope we can do it again sometime soon. I'll be back around 2 pm my hyungs are coming over for a little while. Actually, we will stop by or u can stop by either way ill see you soon kitty. 

     Love,

Jimine baby ( read my contact name)

I look down and blush I get up and get ready...damn he makes me feel special.