Just Breath

chapter 5

i was walking around my room trying to think of a good outfit to were for the day considering ill be meeting some of jimins friends. i end up looks pretty casual in some ripped dark blue jeans and a black Cammie with a dark red cargin over top. i pace around my room waiting for the next 15 minutes to pass so i can call Jimin for our 1 pm meds. before another minute passes my phone buzzes and jimins icon pops up. i answer hesitantly and wait for him to speak " heyyyy Jay my hyungs are here can we come over? " i smile to myself before answers " sure why not" i wait a few seconds cleaning my room a little bit before i hear a knock i open the door and see jimin and 3 other boys " heyy so this is Jungkook, Jin, Tae and my other friend in coming to his name is..." he got caught off by bo running in breathing hard " aish sorry Jimin traffic sucks so who is the lucky lady. i look up and see him jimin talks out " Jay this is Kia " i stair Kia in the eyes i walk over to him and slap him crying i angrily whisper " get the hell out of my sight " i look at jimin and push him and his friend out of the room seeing all there shocked faces. i lock the door and shut off my phone. i lay down crying myself to sleep i wake up a few hours later wiht a knock on the door " jimin go away" i mumble wine when my nurse responds "take your med sweetie" i mumble back an ok and do as told. i sit up thinking of the last few hours and seeing him again i think of him and me and i break down not knowing how to feel or what to do about the way i feel now. 

i fall to my knees and cry it out thinking about everything wanting those feeling back so much. i pick myself back up and turn my phone on seeing all the messages and missed calls from Jimin i look and see Kia contact i never deleted with one message attached "sorry ...i didnt know "  i get up  and wipe my tears getting ready to go see Jimin.