I lost all inhibition around him
The first man I loved
But not the first man to disappoint me
I was warned to stay away from him
He had me completely wrapped around his finger
Completely blind to the heartbreak I was warned would happen
The heartbreak that destroyed me
The first time I wanted not be alive
The red flags I ignored
My family hated him
My friends stopped hanging out with us
I was told he was cheating on me by multiple people
He cheated on another girl with me
I let it all happen
I was complicit in my own demise
He left me pregnant, alone, and devastated
Just what I deserved
