𝙔𝙊𝙐'𝙍𝙀 𝘼 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙍!||𝙍𝙞𝙘𝙠𝙮 𝘽𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙣

eleven

bella's pov

"YOU NEED TO TELL HIM" Big Red shot up as he sits up on his bed. I gave out a loud groan and walked around his room thinking. "Bella! Tell Ricky! Cause if you don't I will and he's going to get hurt bad!" I sat down on the bed and laid down, I was so stressed and I couldn't handle anymore stress.

"What ever just be Troy for now, I need to practice my lines" I tell him. I rolled my eyes and sat straight up.

"No we can practice another time, now that you told me you need to tell Ricky" he said. "Or else I will and you won't like that!".

"Oh that Ej might have a crush on me cause he tried holding my hand yesterday? No I didn't wanna tell him that cause he was already hurt enough. Big Red look, I need more evidence if he does or not. Yes he did try holding my hand and yes he looked at me with his soft eyes but I do need more proof" I sighed.

"Fine but if he finds out it's your fault cause you already know that Ricky likes you don't you?" Big Red asked. "If you didn't then oops".

"Yes I knew Big Red" I say. I fell onto his bean bag and grabbed a piece of gum from his counter. Big Red sat besides me and sighed as well.

"What if he does like me Big Red? I can't do that to Nini though" I questioned and thought about it for a while. I rolled my eyes and I just sat there waiting for Big Red to answer my question. I was just so tired and I wanted to go home and I had enough.

"Look after opening night I might just go and live with my dad in Canada I can't handle stuff here anymore" I tell him. My eyes started to get watery and I was just really scared and confused.

"You can't leave though!" Big Red shouted. "Ricky, He needs you!"

"Yes I can leave Big Red this place isn't the place for me at all!" I shout.

"What if Ricky finds a new girl and you come back? Huh well that upset you in the future well yes it would" he said. "If Ricky gets hurt it's your fault Bella, it's yours!"

I grabbed my script and walked out Big Red's house. It was raining outside and I had no other way to get home so I had to walk. Rain was pouring on me and I was shivering since it was really cold. My phone started to get wet so I put it in my back pack and I grabbed my hair up.  As I got home I noticed Ej running towards my house in complete rush.

"Hey can I ask you something?" Ej asked me. "It's quick I promise!"

"Sure what is it?" I sighed.

"I was just wondering if you wanted to go to homecoming with me, it's fine if you don't. It's just that you've been really nice to me and I wanna take you and yeah" he said.

My eyes widened and I was just in legit shock ness. I can't let Ej take me since I'm already going with Ricky. This is just a mess and that's why I can't handle all this crap.

"Look Ej I'm really sorry. One I can't do that to Nini even though you guys just broke up, and two Ricky already asked me and I already said yes" I say quietly. Ej looked down and shook his head in agreement. "I understand".

He walked away and I walked into my house. This is why I now wanna live with my father in Canada now. This is getting me on my nerves now. I do like Ricky and I don't wanna leave him but I need to, and I'm doing it after opening night. I need to go..

THE NEXT DAY I WOKE UP EARLY ON A SATURDAY MORNING. We need 3 more weeks until opening night and we're all going ballistic. Ej and Nini won't get along anymore and it's really tough working with them. Kourtney is running low for the costume materials and Big Red still doesn't know all these theater words and it's messing him up badly. I walked out to Nini and Ej cause they were arguing really bad.

"Guys, stop it! I need you guys to get along because if you don't then the musical won't work out!" I yell, I was kinda mad at the moment but it was all good.

"Well Ej here doesn't know what a break up is and he keeps bugging me!" Nini says. I could tell how she felt cause Bill was like that with me as well.

"Why are you bugging her if you literally wanted to take me to homecoming?" I say to Ej.

"What!" I hear two voices say. Nini was one of the voices and then I turned around and I saw Ricky standing behind me with his guitar.

"You asked Bella out to Homecoming even though I asked her already?" Ricky yelled. Now this was getting serious and I wanted to leave. "You're so self centered man".

"I wanted to go to homecoming with Bella that's why I asked her god damn Ricky relax!" Ej says.

"I mean I said no anyways cause Ricky I'm going with you and only you!" I soften. He smiled at me a little then began talking to Ej.

"I don't care if you asked her or not but I don't want you talking to her anymore" Ricky said.

"Calm down she isn't your girlfriend" Ej laughed. Nini looked over at Ej and rolled her eyes at him.

"God this is why I'm leaving to Canada after opening night!" I yelled and I left the auditorium as Ricky and Nini chased after. I just didn't want to turn around and I was just so frustrated and scared!

another cliffhanger :)
alsooo I may or may not have gave a hint of my next book in this chapter :)

enjoy :')