"Why would you lie?" He asked me with tears in his eyes holding a gun up at me.
"It was the only way I could get closer to Nadia and Hector." I said
"That doesn't matter, you didn't know how I felt when your brothers told me-" I cut him off
"SHUT U...
Hours later we arrived at the house we were staying at. I laid down on the bed and closed my eyes. The door opens. I looked up it was Joel. He crawled onto the bed. He was on top of me and begin to kiss my neck. I was shook.
"Y/n- my eyes were wide open. He said my name.
"Lillian!!" He said. I snapped out of it.
"I'm sorry. I'm just so tired." I said
"Oh. Sorry. Umm.... tomorrow we will discuss what is going to happen. Everyone already went to sleep." He said
"Ohh. Ok. Yeah sure." I said.
"You have a goodnight Lillian." He said
"You too Joel!" I said. He leaves.
Wtfffff is wrong with me!!! Was I like dreaming or having a moment! I can't!!! I'm way to close to him it's like if his body is calling me. I don't know why I am feeling this way. I need him. NOW!!!
I went and showered to try to get this feeling off of me. After I finished I changed.
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I walked out of my room into the kitchen. To only see him there. He stared, he wouldn't stop staring.
"Oh I'm sorry. I... I didn't know you were out here.." I said
"Oh .. it's fine." He said. He turned back around
"What are you doing up?" I asked him.
"I can't sleep." He said.
"Well is there anything I can do to help you?" I asked him. I walked to where the fridge was at. I looked in it.
"Well.. I mean... I don't think so." He said.
"Well. If you need anyone to talk to. You can count on me." I said and smiled. I served myself some cereal and sat down in front of him.
"You have a boyfriend right?" He asked
"Yes. And hopefully we could get married. Why the question?" I said and then asked
"It's like... Umm I'm married but... I don't love Nadia.. I see her as a sister but she doesn't understand." He said
"So why did you marry her?" I asked eating my cereal.
"I was forced. You see, this one girl-" I cut him off
"Y/n!- yes Ik!" I said
"Yeah. Her.. I had got her pregnant, we was going to have a baby together. I was happy I was excited to become a dad. I loved her, and idk she made me feel different. She was older then me. More wise and just full on gorgeous. I don't know why I'm still with Nadia if she already killed her. I thought I was catching feelings but no I only felt bad because liked me." He said. I just listened.
"I was or I guess I am scared. I feel like... something is telling me. My kid is alive. But someone or a group of them are hiding my kid from me. It's like I get this tingly feeling" he said
"So why don't you look for him!?" I asked
"Idk. I'm scared that Nadia and her dad find out and take him or her away from me." He said
"Well. Then just give it up. Because the more you act like that. The obvious you'll make it. And if there is a kid. You need to be secreted about it." I said.
"Yeah I know." He said.
"It's for the best." I said
"Yeah and you know what!" He said
"What.?" I asked
"Tell me if I'm wrong." He said. I was starting to get sweaty and nervous
