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My trusting partner

13th November, 2014

Have you ever seen anyone drooling over their own partner, boyfriend or husband? Ughhh!!! I mean seriously? How can someone be so enticed with a person whom you see everyday or stay with that you keep staring at them like they are the most beautiful creation?

Well I do. Found guilty! I am that someone who looks at her partner as if its the first time we are falling in love. I know I'm weird you don't need to point it out to me ;) though there are times when I run imaginary daggers through every inch of his body. Thats for irritating me and making me feel stupid!

But so you know it hardly lasts more then a day. I have to give in at the end. I possibly can't resist his charm. Oh did I tell you he is also a very good charmer? Well he is and makes everyone agree to what he says. But he is also sensible. He is the solid rock of my tethering world. He binds me to reality.

But we are two different people. He has this striking personality and I don't even know the spelling of that word. He has this charisma and I'm a freak who likes to keep to herself. He is a clean freak and I'm a lazy ass. I have this ability to piss him off with any work I do - thats cz I never do it properly and he has to redo everything. We have fights. A lot of them. But it ends up us being more passionately in love.

Without him I would have been long lost in my own sorrows. In a way he has saved me from myself. A dangerous and desperate myself. He is my anchor. He is my sanity. But there are things that he doesn't understand about me. Things which are important to me. Yet we love each other and promise to keep going on and see what life offers.

But is it okay to rely on someone so deeply? Am I right to place my heart in his hands? Specially if he has the power to shatter it into million pieces? Should I believe in him to keep me sane? To keep away my past that haunts me?

I dunno. I just know that I love him. And I am willing to take that risk again, despite all I had to go through. I will try to live just for the sake of his love for me.

Am I right friends to take the gamble on my life once more? Please let me know. After you read this a comment really helps. :) also a vote.