The Past Is In The Past

Never Enough

I felt the bass

and the walls shake

I thought you were home

but you weren't

you'll never come back

your sense of humanity and family morals are lacked

forever has ended

Eternity still awaits

no matter how much time has passed

you'll never trick fate

everything has a beginning and end

but its seems my end has came sooner

hellos and goodbyes are no more

my mind can't process the thing you call love

your hugs and kisses

were never enough

instead of saying how much you cared

you should have showed it

with the cross you bared

you know,

I'm fine without you

we all are

that's what they want me to say

I can't abandon you when you need me the most

but just show me

show me if you care

am I just a waste? just forgotten space

I'm tired

I'm tired of everything

my head aches

like gunfire

if I don't wake up

know that you killed me

your love is my poison

and I was your ecstasy

I'm tired of being second

I'm tired of being chosen last

me over her she'll take the crown

forever will never again be found

what were we supposed to do?

keep our heads held up

when we've been pushed down so many times

I'm fighting for all of us

an army of three

warrior of the family

fighting to be free