"Can't I be happy"

I Left and you Lived

"I'm moving,away that is" theses words are the words that Will never wanted to utter. The party was shocked el and him were moving no question.They sat and processed the news the day will told them,they didn't talk,they didn't move they just sat.

The day Will left was different, many tears were shed but more over Eleven and Jonathan then Will. He barely got a hug from his "best friend" as he was to busy fawning over El and how much he would miss her, so was everyone else.Will wouldn't be missed, he knew this, he was a plus one if anything, the one you gave the dead controller to, the unwanted.I mean they were right who would want a short,skinny,gay boy in their group,Yeah Will is gay has been since he was born catch up sweetie.Will wasn't crying when they left,he had nothing to cry for, it was a shitty town with even shittier friends, screw them all right?El had asked him what was wrong, he knew she could tell because of superpowers and all but he didn't to tell her." its nothing I'm fine" he responded, it made him flashback to the movie theater, when mike was actually concerned, when it wasn't about girls or el,It was about them. The memory made will shudder slightly and a red rise too his cheeks,dammit he promised himself he wouldn't do that,mike was his friend ( if even that) and nothing more, Mike wanted el not him, just like everyone else.

They arrived at the town and headed to a small white house, kinda dull but enough to survive. He loved it already, it was a sign a fresh start,a free start. He smiled for the first time that day, week, or month, he didn't care anyway this was new and this was good.

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They day Will left was different, many of Mike's tears were shed over Will.He couldn't stand to even look or come near Will,only managing a hug and a weak one at best. He couldn't imagine Will, his first best friend,Leaving.Mike distracted himself with El that day, it was easier than excepting the truth, Will would be gone.Mike saw will shed a tear, he wants to some and wipe it away but he couldn't, he was stuck.Their car drove off and mike biked home, insisting some alone time.He sat in his basement, he felt strange, he missed El but he missed Will more, shouldn't you miss your girlfriend more then your friend?He went on to the com and called out for Will out of habit, it was only until dustin said something he stopped.He cried a lot that day, more than he would like to admit, His best friend gone just like that. Mike remembered the movie theater, Will's answer  of " Im fine" after Mike had asked him, he has no idea why Will lied.All Mike wanted to do was Protect Will,hug Will and k- no thats not right, El you kiss El is what mike thought he knew the truth though.Mike wanted El not Will, or at least thats what he told himsef.He pulled up to Wills old house on his bike, it had a fresh new for sale sign on it and was as empty as a bell.Mike cried seeing it,seeing t empty made it real, he wasn't ready for it to be real,he went inside and looked at the rooms one last time , Wills room most importantly, he sits on Will's bed and thinks some more. 

He goes home, the same old house as alway, It was a sign of no escape of no future.He cried for the 7th - 8th time that day