It's Complicated (August Alsina Story)

Chapter Six: Last Chance

Chapter 6:

Last Chance

April 25th, 2014

Bria:
"Here.", August said as he handed me some advil and a glass of water. He hasn't said much since I woke up, I just know he's pissed with me. But shit he still has some explaining to do. He walked out of the room so I decided to follow him. He went into the kitchen to finish making breakfast. Inhaling the wonderful smell I went to the stove to see what it was. Steak, cheese eggs and potatoes. One thing people don't really know about August is that he can throw down in the kitchen. "Move.", he said before scooting me out the way. Staring at him, I thought he would of felt me burning holes through him, but not once did he turn around to acknowledge me. Rolling my eyes I walked out to the dining room and sat down. I can't believe he's giving me the silent treatment, and he says I'm the childish one. I don't get why he's so mad, I mean all I did was get drunk. I know I don't drink, but I was really feeling some type of way last night. I drunk to take the pain I was feeling away, and it worked, but only for a bit. August sat my food in front of me, interrupting me from my thoughts. "Thanks.", I said softly, picking up my fork. "Mmhm.", he mumbled. Ugh I want to strangle him so damn badly. "Why are you so mad? You've barely spoke to me since I woke up, and your body language shows it all.", I said back with an attitude. "Ya really wanna know Bria?", he said with sarcasm. I continued eating, I can't deal right now.
I finished first so after cleaning my dish I went to his room and changed into some leggings and another one of his shirts. I don't even remember him changing me last night. That headache I had went away finally, but I had a feeling it would be coming back. After brushing my teeth, I found my phone in between the covers and saw I had so many missed calls and texts from Jessica. I know she's so worried about me but right now I'm about to deal with August because he came in the room and sat on the bed. "C'mere.", he said reaching his arm out to me. Giving in, I went over to him standing in between his legs. He put my phone on the nightstand and wrapped his arms around my waist. With me looking down at him and him up at me, he showed no emotion on his face, he's always so unreadable. I kissed him because I've been wanting to do that since I woke up. He didn't reject it, so I'm glad for that. "Can we talk now please baby?", I questioned, resting my chin on top of his head. He smelled so good it just made me forget about everything that's going on. It seems like we can never be happy together, but I can never be happy without him.
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August:
Right now I honestly just wanted ta fuck Bria, but we have otha shit ta handle. I laid back grabbin' her wit me causin' her ta giggle, I swea she so fuckin' cute. After messin' around for a bit we then positioned ourselves ta where we were layin', facin' each other. "Aight so I ain't talk ta you in four days, and when I finally see you, you trashy as fuck.", I said clenchin' my jaw. Thinkin' about tha shit just pissed me off all over again. She looked away from me but I grabbed her chin makin' her look at me. "Bria baybeh it really hurt me ta see you like that, don't ever get like that again, not even wit me." She bit down on her bottom lip, you could tell she was thinkin' somethin' but wouldn't say it. "B I know you prolly got like that because of what happened wit ole girl, but you neva let me explained what happened. You listenin'?", I said lookin' her in the eyes. Her eyes started ta water up as she nodded yes. "Ok so I come home from seein' my nieces, and I set my food down before goin' ta turn off the light in my bedroom. I thought I left it on because I was mad high, so when I went there, there she was. Baybeh I swea I ain't been talkin' ta her since I left her, a year ago, tha bitch is just crazy. Afta all that happened that day, why would I do some dumb shit like that. When I said I wanted ta be committed, I was serious. You have ta believe me Bria.", I said, damn near about ta cry. I'on know what I would do if Bria left me, I might lose my mind. "Whateva you need me ta do ta fix this, I will, just please give me one last chance. I love you Bria." She was just lookin' at me, holdin' back whateva it was she needed ta let out. I know I'm the reason she has insecurities and trust issues, but I'm here ta help her and I'm not stoppin' till she realizes that I ain't goin' anywhere. All that material shit she could give a fuck about, she just wants me ta be her only and for her ta be my only. "I-I love you too August.", she said. Right now I honestly just wanted ta fuck Bria, but we have otha shit ta handle. I layed back grabbin' her wit me causin' her ta giggle, I swea she so fuckin' cute. After messin' around for a bit we then positioned ourselves ta where we were layin', facin' each other. "Aight so I ain't talk ta you in four days, and when I finally see you, you trashy as fuck.", I said clenchin' my jaw. Thinkin' about tha shit just pissed me off all over again. She looked away from me but I grabbed her chin makin' her look at me. "Bria baybeh it really hurt me ta see you like that, don't ever get like that again, not even wit me." She bit down on her bottom lip, you could tell she was thinkin' somethin' but wouldn't say it. "B I know you prolly got like that because of what happened wit ole girl, but you neva let me explained what happened. You listenin'?", I said lookin' her in the eyes. Her eyes started ta water up as she nodded yes. "Ok so I come home from seein' my nieces, and I set my food down before goin' ta turn off the light in my bedroom. I thought I left it on because I was mad high, so when I went there, there she was. Baybeh I swea I ain't been talkin' ta her since I left her, a year ago, tha bitch is just crazy. Afta all that happened that day, why would I do some dumb shit like that. When I said I wanted ta be committed, I was serious. You have ta believe me Bria.", I said, damn near about ta cry. I'on know what I would do if Bria left me, I might lose my mind. "Whateva you need me ta do ta fix this, I will, just please give me one last chance. I love you Bria." She was just lookin' at me, holdin' back whateva it was she needed ta let out. I know I'm the reason she has insecurities and trust issues, but I'm here ta help her and I'm not stoppin' till she realizes that I ain't goin' anywhere. All that material shit she could give a fuck about, she just wants me ta be her only and for her ta be my only. "I-I love you too August.", she said. Wipin' tha tears from her face I kissed her deeply, makin' sure she knew I meant that shit. I invaded her mouth with my tongue and she did tha same. She roamed her hands through my hair and let out a soft moan. Afta a minute, I broke from her and smiled because she was out of breath. "Ya believe me baybeh?", I questioned? "Yes.", she said before climbin' on top of me. She put both of her hands on tha side of my face and started kissin' me again. I grabbed her ass givin' it a hard squeeze before holdin' onto her waist. As bad as I wanna fuck right now, that shit not happenin'. She left me hangin' for four, goin' on five days, paybacks a bitch Bria. "I've missed you so much August.", she said between kisses. "Mmhm.", I mumbled. She tried takin' off my t-shirt but I denied it. Stoppin' and lookin' at me she said, "What? Baby come onnn.", foldin' her arms. "Sorry B but that poutin' shit ain't gon cut it. You left me pussy-less and you think you gon get this D when you want it? Nahhh." "August! My birthday is tomorrow!", she half-yelled throwin' her head back. "Yeah baybeh so know ima tear that shit up tomorrow. If youngin' can wait, you can.", I said sittin' up ta kiss her. She ain't kiss me back, she'll be fine. She rolled her eyes and got off of me. I went ta go piss when I heard her phone ring. "Shit!", she said. "What B?" "It's Jess. She's been calling all morning." "Well answer and ask her why tha fuck she let you go out last night." She walked in tha bathroom and sat on tha counter. "Can I piss in peace?" She smiled and said, "Nope, but hurry I have to pee!" "Why you ain't answer tha phone?", I said goin' back ta talkin' about Jessica. "I'll call her when I'm done using the bathroom August.", she said foldin' her arms. I flushed tha toilet and she got down ta use it. While washin' my hands, her phone rung again. Bria made an annoyed sound and grabbed it. "Hey Jessica.", she said all calm. Afta dryin' my hands I went into my closet ta find somethin' ta wear, I ain't wanna hear that girl talk shit. And because I know her friend really don't like me now, but I don't give a fuck. "B hurry up and shower, I gotta go somewhere!", I yelled out. "Kay!", she replied. I got some business ta handle today, so it's only right if my baby come wit me.
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Jessica:
"Glad you're ok Bria. Ok, call me later. Love ya, bye.", I said before hanging up. Aaliyah and Chloe just sat on the couch looking at me. "Is she with August?", Aaliyah questioned. "Yes and I'm fucking pissed. He just took her! We've been so worried sick about her.", I said taking a deep breath. Checking the time on my phone it was a little after 12 o'clock. I had a huge headache because of all of this, I almost called the police. "So what did she say about her birthday?", Chloe asked. "Good thing I haven't planned anything yet because she said not to. She prolly gon be with August, and I'm not okay with that. I really need to have a talk with him.", I said back walking into the kitchen. "So what were you gonna do for her birthday?", Chloe asked. Pulling out some fish and vegetables out the freezer I said, "I wanted to do like a spa day, dinner and movies. You know something simple, because Bria's simple." "That would of been nice.", they both said. "Yeah, well it's not happening anymore.", I said back a little sad. I hope I at least see her tomorrow, she was my bestfriend got damnit! Yeah I'm sure she wants to be with August but I hope he doesn't try to take her away from me. She was good friends with Aaliyah and Chloe but me and her were closer. I guess I'll just get her something then, I still have other shit to worry about. I have tests in a few days that I really need to study for. College is my number one priority and I'm not messing that up for anyone. Bria starts in the fall, so she hasn't done anything really since she's graduated early. My boyfriend Dwayne is pissed at me because I haven't been spending as much time with him lately. That's because I've been with Bria. He knows that but he's still mad. Laughing out loud I decided to text him. "Want me to cook or yall wanna go get something?", I asked turning to Chloe and Aaliyah. "As much as I love your cooking I'd rather go get something.", Aaliyah said sarcastically. Chloe just giggled. "Don't try me Li I can cook!", I said putting the fish and veggies back in the freezer. They just thought it was so funny, bitches. "Fuck yall I'm going by myself.", I said flicking them off leaving the kitchen. "We love you Jess!", they said following me. We all got dressed and decided on getting Jamaican food, yassss. Food can make me forget about anything.