Someone, Somewhere [boyxboy]

Chapter Six

Austin's POV:

That night, I was unable to go back out. I was so angry with everything, ranging from myself to Danny, to just life in general. I was the one who had come on to him, but he could've said no. I knew it was wrong to try and blame someone else for my mistakes, but I wasn't going down alone on this one. Danny would have to pay the same consequences as I had, and I didn't give a single damn about how unfair or fair that was. I suppose I was being somewhat crude, but what we did was so terrible, I just... God, I don't know anymore.

In all honesty though, I wasn't sure if I loved Alan as much as I thought. There was no way we could be together forever, right? He was one of my best friends and always would be, so I guess we would be together forever in that sense. It just felt like the feelings were fading for me, or maybe they never were even there? The whole affair had started shortly after Alan and I got together, so it could just be my own mistake. Perhaps I had tricked myself into believing I loved him more than just a friend, because he was the one who had started it. And those eyes of his... how could I resist? I could tell that at the time his whole world was hanging on my answer, if I felt the same way, or if I would even try. I just prayed he was falling out of love, too, so the hurt wouldn't be so much if he found out.

God, I wasn't even sure if I wanted to tell him about all this. I still needed to compromise with Danny, because I didn't know what he wanted to do. Now that Ben and Cameron knew, there was no telling what may happen. My thoughts were raging as I walked back to my hotel room and got ready for bed. There was still a decently sided bulge in my jeans, though I just wasn't in the mood to take care of it. Changing into a comfy pair of pajama pants I slid into bed, sighing when I realized Alan would most likely try and join me sometime this night. I left him out with Derek and Ronnie Ficarro, so I figured he would be in good hands. I stared up at the ceiling for hours until I finally fell asleep, slightly worried about Alan, and just how everything would turn out this summer.

THE NEXT DAY;;

After I showered and made myself look decent, I headed out. We didn't play any shows today so I had decided it was best if I spent it alone, or maybe just relaxing with someone. And the first person that came to mind was Ronnie. Things had been rough after the whole Crissy situation, but we had set aside our differences and mistakes. There was no point in throwing away our friendship for some stupid whore, right? At that time I had been under the impression that I was straight, and in all honesty, she might have been the one that turned me gay. She could be a beautiful woman if she wasn't so busy fucking other guys and being a whore.

I texted Ronnie to let him know I was coming to his room, and as I made my way there, I wondered if I should tell him about what had happened. He was my third best friend after Alan and Danny, and I think he deserved to know... only if we got close to that subject. Maybe we could have a fun day together, just relaxing and play some video games. I didn't see why not, so with new confidence, I knocked on his door and walked in.

Ronnie was sitting on the bed on his phone, and probably hadn't even realized I had walked in. He wore a black sleeveless shirt that read LET US FUCK in big white letters. The shirt made me chuckle, and that must have been when he noticed my presence. "Damn, dude." he said with a grin, "You shouldn't sneak up on me like that." he set his phone down and stood, stretching his arms up towards the ceiling.

As my eyes wandered his hotel room, taking it in for the very first time, I realized how similar it was to Danny's. A painful reminder of last night. The furniture was moved around some though otherwise everything was the same, ranging from the paint color to wall paper to the locations of the dresser and bedside table. "Did you have any plans for today?" the words slipped out before I could stop him, and Ronnie shook his head, looking at me curiously. Now I had to think of something to do... "We could go, I don't know. Walk around town? I heard there was a zoo not too far from here, and uhh.." my cheeks turned bright red when I realized how stupid I must have sounded, but Ronnie laughed.

"Yeah, man, that sounds like a great idea. Just let me get some cash and we could go." he replied, turning towards his suitcase that was sitting besides the television. He fumbled around inside for a couple seconds before pulling out a couple twenties, then stuffing them inside his white skinny jeans pocket. "Alright, let's go."

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Spending the day with Ronnie at the zoo was just the cheering up I needed. I have no idea why I suggested such a weird and childish place, but we both clearly enjoyed it nonetheless. We ran into about fifteen fans, and we both gladly took pictures and signed whatever the asked. We joked about this and that, making fun of some of the animals we deemed useless, and just had an all-around good time. Both of us agreed we would have to do this again sometime, if we were ever graced with a day off during the summer again. He suggested that we go even further than that and hang out after Warped, or just any time we had. I happily agreed.

When we returned to the hotel, we both stopped at his room since his was on the way to mine. Both of us were sweaty hogs, as the weather had been beautiful though excruciatingly hot, but it wasn't something a shower couldn't fix. As he slid in the card for his door, he smiled over at me. I never noticed how cute his smile was, or how his eyes lit up when he did it.

"That was a fucking awesome time, Austin. Let's do it again." we high fived before he headed into the room, and I said another farewell.

Pulling out my phone, I checked to see what time it was. After doing some math that should have been eyes yet proved difficult for my unused brain, I discovered we'd spent a little over seven hours together. Sometime in the middle of the trip at the zoo we had left for some lunch, so I figured that added a lot onto the time. I smiled and shook my head, concluding that the amount of time we'd spent together didn't really matter, just that we were together. The strange thought left me wondering a few things, my mind off as I entered the hotel room to find Alan laying on the bed in possibly the most sexiest style I have ever seen.

My mouth fell open as my eyes ran over him twice, one in disbelief and the second for the pure enjoyment of it. He was completely naked, though there were dabs of whipped cream and chocolate here and there on his pale body, and I felt myself grow instantly aroused. The day with Ronnie was soon forgotten, as well as me questioning my feelings towards Alan.

"W-what's this all for?" I stammered, managing to close the door behind me. My eyes were unable to leave his beautiful body, transfixed by what he'd done. God, he knew me so well.

Alan smirked and seductively bit his lip, motioning with a finger that I join him. "You, baby.." he purred.

I dropped everything I was carrying - a little tiger hat, some little chocolate bugs, and my key for the room - and practically ran over, tackling him in passionate kisses. If someone interrupted us this time, there was no way I was going to stop. After what Alan was doing, I just couldn't handle it.

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When everything was finished, Alan and I were left panting. He lay on top of me and I had my arms around him, both of us hot and beaded with sweat. "Oh my fucking god, Alan.." I managed, while he simply chuckled. We remained like that for a few minutes, just relaxing and enjoying the touch of each others' skin, before he broke the silence.

His eyes were lit up mischievously, and he had a wicked smirk on his luscious lips. "Baby, I need a shower, and you do, too..." he nuzzled into my neck, running his tongue over my skin. I shivered. "How about you help me?" we were both eager and soon were racing each other to the bathroom. Today was easily the best days I've had in awhile.

A/N:

LOL i suck at writing porn. o well. c: