Burning Passion(ONGOING)

12. ONCE AND FOR ALL

SIENNA'S POV:

"I said you not to show any extra kindness towards me like all the other whores. How pathetic are you! Shame on you! I talked nicely with you because I thought you deserved respect for your work. But, looking at you now You've lost that too!" He said pointing towards the floor where the food I had brought minutes ago was now drying on the floor.

"I-I ju-jus- thoug-ht-

"What? What did you think? Bringing your boss some food and saying him to eat it. Who asked you to bring it? Do I go accepting food from everyone who wants to be kind to me. oh, well do you want to be kind or are you a different version of Ms. Miller. Acting like a disgusting pathetic whore wanting attention. Do you want me to be your sugar daddy? Shameless." He said his voice laced in hatred. He looked at me like I was some piece of garbage.

I tried to stifle a cry as more tears escaped my eyes. I put a hand on my mouth to stop myself from crying out loud as my hands clutched onto the armrest of the couch to prevent myself from falling down. I just wanted to bring him food because I thought he would be hungry. Yeah, I think that he is the most handsome man my eyes have ever laid on. My heart starts racing faster than the winner of a marathon running in the race when he is close to me. I feel attracted towards him but, I never tried to say it to him. Maybe I shouldn't care for him. Caring for him is also forbidden.

But, I won't let anyone trample my self respect. After all it's an attraction. It's not love that I can't stop myself from embarrassing myself again and again. I'll forget him now. Forever. I won't ever think about him in anyway except as a boss. Enough is enough.

"What are you trying to do now? Scrub that food of yours from my carpet and go out and don't stare at me like I'm a piece of meat. And stop your advances towards me if you want this job." I looked at him with my new found aim, when he turned towards me and crushed my cheeks in his tight hold.

"I hope you understand." He said his voice so cold and loud that it made me flinch making me lose my courage. He crumbled all of me in his hands. He left his hold on my cheeks as my head jerked back with the force. My eyes widened in surprise because this is the first time he was so rough towards me. His inner devil was coming out. I scurried away when he shouted "Scrub the damn mess of a floor."

I ran outside his office and crumpled on the floor. I burst into tears burying my face in my hands as it decreased the wails of hurt and horror from my mouth. After a good five minutes I collected my shit and got up fixing my makeup. I asked for a mob and took a long breath to calm my nerves. I entered his office and saw it empty. I thanked the heavens internally for saving me from him again. Now, I seriously was a bit scared of him. I never expected to see such side of him. I cleaned the floor. The thrown food made the tears come back again in my eyes as I again burst into another fit of tears.

After cleaning the floor I went out not caring anymore about my appearance. I met Melissa on the way. She ran towards me concern etched on her face.

"Si, what's wrong? What happened between the both of you?"

"Nothing."

"Can someone just say me what the damn matter is?" She scratched her head like a mad woman. Normally, that sight would make me laugh for an hour but now I wasn't sure if even the corner of my lips would lift.

I proceeded through the front with an emotionless face when she stopped me again.

"Wait. You don't have to say anything but Xavie I mean Mr. Ellison has said you to go home today and the pay will be cut from your salary. You look horrible. Wear this." She pulled out a mask from her drawer handing it to me and then ran away for god knows what. After a while she came running in her four inch long heels with my bag in her hand.

She gave it to me and made me wear the sunglasses. With that she dragged me along with her. At this point, I didn't care about what is happening around me. Only his words were playing in my mind again and again. Was he really saying the truth? Am I that pathetic? Am I whore because I brought food for him? Did I do something that bad that he compared me to Ms. Miller? Do I really deserve those insults? Am I that bad?

No matter what I couldn't forget those eyes which had some kind of fire in them which would burn me in seconds. I was never so scared of him before. The danger in his eyes should make me run away from him but why does my heart still want to get burned? Why are my heart and head not on the same side? It's like an internal battle is going on within me. I don't know which side to go anymore?

"Call me when you reach home." Melissa broke my thoughts and I saw that now I was seated inside the cab. I looked at her and nodded at whatever she said. She closed the door and I rested my head on the window several thoughts running through my mind. Closing my eyes, I replayed that scene again and again in my mind. And somehow now instead of making me teary-eyed it made me angry on myself. Angry on myself for not standing up for myself. Obviously he was right. Will I care for anyone in such a way? And how could I expect a jerk like him to eat the food I brought? And now I need to put all those feelings behind my back and be professional ad show him that I'm not weak and it's time I show him what I'm capable of. Now I'll only be his employee for him. I won't run after him again.

I tried to put that in my head not sure how long it will last. Huh.

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