A Raging Storm

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Why am I angry?
What is triggering this emotion?
Is it the loneliness that I feel?

But it can't be loneliness.
I'm constantly surrounded by people.
I throw a party whenever I desire,
My life is filled with people.

But my therapist said,
Being alone and being lonely,
They are two entirely different things.

But are they though?
She screamed yes!
But what she asked me next,
Really got me thinking.

Do I consider anyone of those people my friend?
Do I have a human connection with anyone of them?
To which I still think I don't need.
I'm better off without any complications in my life.

She asked me about a couple of people.
Some of the people who were closest to me.
I told her most of them were long stories,
All filled with betrayal.
Some of them still hurt me to this day.

I told her I'd rather avoid it than face them,
But one day I'd have to face them,
I can't punch them in their face.
I have to be calm that day.

I have to be calm though,
Even if there is a storm burning inside me.
And I'll remain calm,
Untill I find a way to get over that betrayal.

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