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We all know the person whos always happy. Perfect if youll say. The person who always stands tall with a bright shining smile filled with pride.
The person who puts everyone above them even the people whove they dont know anything of
The person who puts all the effort into putting even the smallest fraction of a smile, the smallest laugh the worlds come to know, the smallest amount of something that made your day worth getting out of bed for. Stranger or not.
We all know them. We all have one in our decrepit depressing life.
We all have that one person who no matter what circumstances they can be put to force to deal with to help you. They will.
The constant need to please and be there for someone even if they dont get along to well.
They dont want you to feel so empty inside that everyday you drag your feet, they want to be the person who picks you up and carries you until your ready when no one else will.
They're selfless. Caring. Kind. Proud. Amazing. Empathetic. Loyal. Trustworthy. Perfect!!!
Though at the end of the day that person goes home to the shallow regrets of a house that is some how the only comfort they have. Once the feet step in and the door shuts the mask falls off.
They pluck out the knifes not even bothering to help them. The knives they have taken from others sparing them the pain.
This person
Knows the feeling of loneliness, anger, sadness, confusion, overthinking, and so many more. They know the struggle.
And they hate it
They wish for so much of this pain to shatter and fall out of the fleshy wounds that have proceeded to scratch and scar there once beuatiful perfect body. Oh how they hate it. The constant torture of this pain is agginosying. They know how it feels. They wish no one else had to feel it. Even though theyre so worn out and running of nothing they keep striving on to help you feel ok.
But one day the blood from there open wounds will fill there throat until they choke on all the overthinking thoughts and emotions.
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How Sad
Random***warning*** There's alot of dark shit and touchy subjects in this book. Most consist of self harm, suicide,depression, and anxiety triggers. Everything written in here is on my thoughts and what think about on a daily bases. I don't have alot of a...
