Warning
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Letting go and being depressed isnt always the stero type of ending it with a quick last breath being labelled as suicide.
Sometimes letting go is the small things like waking up to your alarm and letting it ring while you stare at the wall waiting to be let go of,
It is the small things of throwing on dirty clothes that litter the floor hoping someonw would finally notice them even if it were a negitive way
Sometimes its the ideal part of having sex with strangers not caring to ask if theyre are clean maybe hoping to feel ashamed and get a std in hopes to feel the pain and punish yourself
Sometimes its the simplest things of putting the dishes away hoping that maybe one day youll drop a peice of utensils and it breaks to shards cutting your body, maybe you could feel something
Sometimes its the part of being late and racing down the road not caring to look hoping for the chance that maybe something bad will happen.
Letting go isnt the stero type of giving up and giving in to the last breath labeled as suicide, its hidden in the fact that you give up on normal tasks that could be dangerous. The tasks that could hurt you or end it so you dont have to blame it on the frowned upson label of homicide.
Letting go comes in waves. Different times, different heights, different shapes, different everything. Letting go
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Random***warning*** There's alot of dark shit and touchy subjects in this book. Most consist of self harm, suicide,depression, and anxiety triggers. Everything written in here is on my thoughts and what think about on a daily bases. I don't have alot of a...
