Maniac; hjs + lmh

4.

"Jisung do you think I'm crazy?" he asked.

"No Minho! You aren't crazy.." Jisung replied as he shut his book. "Why would you think that?"

"Everyone treats me like it..theres these stupid ptsd therapy sessions that make me feel like there's something wrong with me, half the time I don't remember what I tell her but the things are so remember are nice things so I don't understand why I have to go.."

"Min they'll make you forget about what happened. I don't think there's anything wrong with you" Jisung reassured him. "Recovering from your past can be hard and that's ok! You just need some time to get better and then you won't have to go to those sessions"

"Are you scared I'll hurt you Jisung? Are you scared I'll kill you like I killed that girl..." Minho started starring at Jisung with a serious expression.

"N-no! You didn't kill her Minho" Jisung was slightly scared as Minho began to move closer.

"You're scared aren't you. You're just like everyone else, afraid of me and you think I'm a maniac don't you..say it Jisung. Tell me you're afraid."

"I'm not afraid of you" he replied with a steady voice.

"I'm s-sorry" Minho moved away. "Why was I so close to you?? Did I make you uncomfortable?"

"Do you not remember what you said?" Jisung asked him, but Minho was confused. "Never mind.."

-

"I'm telling you he didn't know what happened. He went all weird and scary one second and the next he was apologising and looked like he was going to cry!!" Jisung explained.

"See this is why I said don't be friends with him..he's cra-"

"Hyunjin he isn't crazy!! All you guys do is judge him when all he needs is some support.."

"No need to be so defensive! I'm just looking out for you.." Hyunjin sighed. "Also if you want to you can come to the cafe with me and Seungmin!"

"Why would I want that?" Jisung smiled. "Don't wanna be a third wheel!"

"You know for sure he doesn't like me so shut up"

-

Jisung sat on his bed thinking about what Minho said earlier. He picked up a pen and notebook and started to write down the things he noted about Minho's behaviour; as someone who studied psychology he knew the basics of some mental disorders. Jisung flicked through his books and tried finding a description that matched Minho's behaviour, some parts matched up with a post traumatic stress disorder and others with a split personality one.

He was worried for him because he didn't remember anything he said or did; and what was even scarier is that he switched back to his normal self so quickly. So he decided to give minho a call.

"Hey Minho!! Are you feeling better?

"Jisung.."

"Minho where are you? Is everything ok? Please tell me you're ok.."

"It hurts. It's my fault"

"Minho what did you do?"

"I hurt him..I didn't m-mean to!!"

"Who?? who did you hurt?"

"Me. I hurt myself...it got out of hand and now it hurts"

"M-Minho where are you? Please stay on the phone with me and tell me you're ok, I'm coming over"

"No, stay away please..please don't come here i don't want to hurt you as well. Jisung just stay from away from me"

"Minho don't you dare end the ca-"

Call ended.

Jisung threw his phone onto the bed. He wanted to go see Minho but he didn't know where he lived, so he texted his friends if anyone knew and ended up getting his address around ten minutes later.

I suck at writing happy shit I'm sorry