Maniac; hjs + lmh

18.

"J-Jisung.." he turned around and reached for the boy. "where'd you go.." he started to panic slightly. "Jisung?" he frantically searched for his phone and when he found it, jungwoo had texted him a couple of times. at first he was angry but then decided to open them.

jungwoo
you realise he doesn't actually love you?? when you were in hospital he broke my fucking nose minho. he's an aggressive person and i think you should get away from him as soon as possible..
jungwoo
i'm not trying to ruin your relationship but, he's not right! also he's very very close with his friends don't you think?? i saw him holding hands with felix the other day which was VERY suspicious. min he's not right for you like at all. i'm 100% sure he's cheating on you..

Minho frowned as he read the messages. no..that's a lie, jisung promised he loves me..

He came running out of the toilet. "baby i'm right here! i was looking for a hairbrush" he sat next to minho. "what's wrong?"

"n-nothing" he turned off his phone. "ji how long have you known felix?"

"oh a very very long time min, i've known him since third grade!" jisung smiled. "he's a very sweet guy but just hasn't found the one for him yet"

"did you two ever you know..d-date?"

"oh..if i'm honest" he took a deep breath. "no, but i regret it..i liked him a lot during our school years, but he was too good for me so i never told him how much i loved him.."

"do you love him more than me?" minho moved his hand up jisung's arm. "is he better than me jisung?"

"no way minho!! i love you so so much" he smiled, but it faded when he felt minho tighten his grip on jisung's wrists. "baby stop that please"

"you still like him don't you" minho starred into his eyes. "DONT YOU"

"n-no!!" jisung closed his eyes.

"han fucking jisung don't lie to me!" minho grabbed his other wrist. "DONT FUCKING LIE"

"s-stop it"

minho pulled the younger boy up and pushed him against the wall harshly. "you said you loved me. you s-said i was the only one in your life jisung..tell me why you care for felix so much!!" he didn't get an answer. "TELL ME WHY JISUNG!! WHY DOES HE MATTER SO MUCH"

"BECAUSE HE'S JUST LIKE YOU MINHO" jisung finally yelled back. "he's j-just as broken and hurt" he pulled minho into a hug. "i love you"

suddenly minho snapped back into reality, he had no clue what was going on. "i'm s-sorry..i yelled again didn't i.."

"yes, but it's ok"

"i'm sorry"

-

Jisung picked up the older boy and started carrying him back up to his bed. after their small argument, they'd watched a couple of funny movies to get them back into a happy mood but minho ended up falling asleep, like always.

as he was carrying him he noticed minho's perfect features. he noticed how perfectly his eyelashes curled and how his cheeks had a natural pink tint. he also saw that his natural hair was absolutely gorgeous.

"you're too perfect.." he sighed. "goodnight min min"

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