Maniac; hjs + lmh

10.

TRIGGER WARNING: mention of suicide. Please skip if you're uncomfortable with reading these type of things!

Minho stood there, tears falling from his eyes and his hands shaking. He took a deep breath and jumped. As he fell he started thinking of what would happen if this worked, what would happen to his parents and would people finally care about him? He felt the pressure of the water as he fell into it, and he reached out to the top and tried to swim, but it was too late..he tried to breathe but he couldn't and then his vision slowly started blurring away and that's the last thing he remembered.

He grabbed the sheets and shot up. He put his hands around his neck as he felt like he was drowning again. Minho couldn't breathe and couldn't make a noise he felt suffocated and like there was water surrounding him again.

Jisung too woke up in a hurry, he turned over to Minho and grabbed his arms. "Min breathe it's ok. It was a dream it's not real! Focus on my voice a-and just look at me"

Minho slowly started to clam down and held onto Jisung's hand, but he didn't realise he was holding on very tightly and leaving crescent shaped marks on his hands.

"Minho" Jisung said. "Let go of my hand, please" he moved away the older boys hands and pulled him into a hug. "You're ok, you're with me and you're ok..no ones going to hurt you anymore"

"Jis-"

"Shh..let's just sit here until you calm down and you can explain it to me then" he ran his hands through Minho's hair.

-

"Jisung..do you know why I'm not allowed by that lake by myself?" He said in a quiet voice, Jisung shook his head. "It's because I tried to drown myself there.."

Jisung felt his heart break. "Minho, w-why"

"Voices got too loud, people talked too much and it was the only escape. So I jumped and I almost died, but someone saved me, they saw me and called the police. I ended up in hospital for several days and that's when people realised they should shut up.."

"Promise me you won't ever think of it again, I can't loose you" he said softly. "We're gonna find a way for you to get better.." he held Minho's hand. "Together"

-

"Hyunjin.." Jisung slammed his books onto the table. "I caught feelings.."

"Oh shit! For crazy boy??" Hyunjin took out his headphones.

"Don't call him that..but yes" he sighed. "Hyunjin we kissed!! TWICE"

"YOU WHAT" Felix sat on the table. "Sorry to interrupt buT WHAT"

"He looked so pretty a-and I asked him if he wanted me to kiss him and he said yes, t-then we ended up under the mistletoe and ugh.." he smiled. "His lips were so soft..."

"Dude..that's some gay shit..I'm all for it" Hyunjin smirked. "So you like him"

"Of course he likes him!! I bet they had se-"

"Felix, not everyone fucks after their first kiss together" Jisung said. "Horny ass bitch"

"Uh ji..your boyfriends running away again.." Hyunjin frantically tapped his shoulder.

"Oh shit" he got up and ran after Minho, and when he found him he was on the floor crying. "What happened did someone say something??"

"W-Woo-Woo's back.." he managed to say.