Maniac; hjs + lmh

23.

"when i'm with him, i forget everything..the attempts, the voices, the pain. it all goes away, he makes it go away! it's like i was trapped in a dark room with no escape but he simply turned on light and made it so much better. even the smallest things he does are just perfect! his smile is perfect..and when he does smile, his eyes sparkle and he looks at me like i'm the most precious thing in his life" minho giggled. "i really love him and i really want to spend the rest of my life with him.."

"minho" she said. "i'm so glad you've found someone that makes you feel this way, i think it's time you start trying to fix things with old friends..i heard chan got back"

"yeah he did"

"ok so now i want you to fix things with you know who.." jessica picked up her pen to note down how minho would react.

"no! he's an asshole!! he left me and h-hurt me! no" he shouted.

"ok ok, how about you go with jisung? he'll help you talk to woojin and if anything goes wrong, he'll be there for you.."

"maybe.."

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"touch him and i'll rip your fucking face off" jisung took a sip of his boba.

"you know, you don't look as scary as you actually are" jungwoo said.

"he's only rude to people who've hurt him or me" minho held onto his hand. "so i wanted to talk about what happened and why you left.."

"minho you know i didn't want to leave! and the reason i came back was because i was hoping we could be friends again..just like old times.." he said.

"well it's not gonna be like old times because i'm not letting that happen you aren't allowed anywhere near my minho" jisung snapped at him.

"jisung!!" minho said. "i told you to be nice to him..but he's right jungwoo it won't be like old times, i'm not letting you get close to me and hurt me again. if you want we can be friends but i don't want you thinking that means i've forgiven you for everything, some things i just can't forgive you for..so please keep your distance and it's gonna take a bit more time to get comfortable around you"

"i understand" jungwoo sighed. "i'm sorry"

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"i'm so proud of you!" jisung hugged him. "i'm sorry i got angry, he just gets on my nerves"

"i know baby, but i've moved on from him and he won't be bothering us that much" minho stroked his hair. "it's so soft"

"hm..can we stay like this?" he asked. "forever?"

"like cuddling or?"

"like in love, i wanna stay in love with you minho..i wanna be there for you when things start to get worse and when things get better. i wanna be there every step of the way and i want you to be a big part of my life. i know we're still students but i've planned my life but there's a small problem..i can't actually live my life happily if you're not with me" jisung said softly. "i'm truly and deeply in love with you"

"i want to be there with you too jisung.." minho smiled. "let's never break each other's hearts"

lol next chapter is the ending