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J9

Joong's Pov:

Why do I feel like P'Nine is avoiding me? After the fanmeet that we had, he has been so distant. Not really talking to anyone, but still answers when being asked. It makes me worry about him. Did I do anything wrong? Is he feeling okay?

"P'Nine, are you okay?" Dang it! I just can't stop myself from askin him.

He turns his face to me. "Yes, why?" He asked

"Nothing P, you just look like you're avoiding me. Did I do something wrong?"

His expression changed. He looked bothered.

"H-huh? No. Why would you think that?" He answered me.

"I don't know P. You tell me, why you've been acting weird lately? Like you're avoiding me."

"I am not avoiding you Joong. Stop thinking too much."

"You are! You don't look at me straight in the eyes, you don't feed me. You don't want to cuddle with me. And it's making me crazy!" I gritted out.

"Joong, calm down. People are staring." P'Dome put his hand on my shoulder to calm me down. But it's no use. Only P'Nine can calm me down every time he touches me.

"No P. I have to know why he is acting like that." I answer.

"You guys can talk it at home." Ben suggested holding Earth close to him. Earth looks a bit bothered looking at us. He agrees with P'Ben by nodding his head.

I had no choice but to just grit my teeth and try to calm myself. Its really hard trying to calm myself because I know, and our friends know that only P'None has the power to calm me down. And now that he is the reason why I am like this, they wouldn't know how to handle it.

P'Nine is just sitting there quietly. Not bothering to look at how I am.

At Nine's dorm...

Sht. Double sht. How am I supposed to face Joong after his outburst a while ago with oir friends??

I am still thinking about how I feel about him. I'm confused. I liked Joong before as a brother, but now things are different. I like him more than I brother. I love him. And its hard for me to control how I feel if I am always with him. So I decided to just avoid him for the time being. Just until I can be with him without being flustered.

"P'Nine, lets talk" Joong's voice was deep and serious. Oh no.

Sht. How am I going to look at him?

"What is it Joong?" I try to sound as if i am tired.

"Why are you scting this way?" He holds my hand and turns me towards him.

"Like what?" I act dumb. But my heart is beating so loud. im scared he will hear it.

"Don't play dumb P, it doesn't suit you." He answers.

Shit.

"I don't know what you are talking about." I turn my back to him. I can't look at him!!

"P, I was supposed to tell you something. But you suddenly changed. So just fvck it. Im going to tell you now. So listen very carefully." Joong walks right in front of me and holds my shoulders.

"I like you P." He says.

"I like you too Joong" i answer. Even tho I know he means something else, i still want to think he means liking me as a brother.

"No. I love you P." He corrects. Then suddenly, i feel a pair of warm lips pressed against mine.

My eyes went wide as saucers. He is kissing me!! Like real kiss.

"I love you P. I just don't know if you feel the same way about me. I tried so hard to stop myself from jumping on you every time we are together but I can't. I tried so hard to control myself whenever P'Ben, P'Dome or P'Pavel touches you because I don't want anyone else touching what is mine. You are Mine P." He says in one breath.

Without saying anything, I throw myself at him. We were bith holding ourselves back and now that I know we feel the same way, I will not control what I feel for him.

I kissed him. Not because of a script. But because I Love Joong.