The love you never gave me

Friends forever or never.

"I can't believe you've done this" Chris 5:54pm
"Hahahaha well I told you it was mean" Ciara 5:54pm
"Well I didn't expect it to be that mean" Chris 5:54pm
"Okay well I'm sorry, wait brb my friend is texting me" Ciara 5:55pm
Wow he is so nice and funny but I feel so bad for him who knew that your best friends cousin would fall in love with you.
I look at my phone from across the room and see that it's going off. I go to check it but it's just Emma she keeps texting me my name but I just ignore it.

Ciara
Ciara
Ciara
I have something I have to tell you
Ciara
Ciara
Please
Ciara
It's really important
And I'm really sorry
Ciara 6:05pm

I wonder what could be so important so I text her back.

Omg 9:25pm

Finally 9:25pm

I never knew someone could say my name so many times 9:25pm

Okay I need to tell you something and I'm probably gonna cry 9:26pm

Ok what is it? 9:26pm

Don't get mad 9:26pm

Don't cry
I won't
Omg no
U like jake to
Ughh I knew it he's just so nice 9:27pm

Yep I am crying 9:27pm

And good looking
Wait
What 9:27pm

I felt my heart sink to my stomach what is she talking about I was only joking I didn't even know what if she's joking maybe she pranking  me.

Yesss
I feel really badd 9:37pm

Why 9:27pm

Because you like him
Ahh I feel so bad
Ciara
Ciara
Ciara
Ciara
Ciara
Ciara
We're doing this again
Ciara
Ciara 9:30pm

Ciara
Are u mad
Ciara
Ur mad at me 9:31pm

I am so sorry 9:41pm
Ciara
Ahh I feel so bad

I don't know what to think, I didn't expect this shes my best friend she know I don't open up to people and I find it hard to like someone because I hate the feeling of it I don't really believe in love but I don't blame her I mean he's handsome, nice, kind, caring ugh. It's not like she can control her feelings but I know her and once she likes someone she will make it a big deal and get them. But why him there's so many boys in our school or the world but why this one why him?

Ciara
Ciara I haven't had a crush on him for long only a little. Well I only noticed today when I literally described him and my 'type'. He is yours first. 9:45pm

Mine first? He was never mine I never had him he doesn't like me I can't even think right now and I don't tell anyone so I'm sitting here in the dark trying so hard not to be loud and wake up my parents with my crying but I can't keep it in either

Ciara stop ignoring me please
I need to explain 7:27 am

My head hurts I go to check the time and it's morning I have to get ready for school I don't want to go but I have to my parents won't let me stay home today. As I'm walking I plan out what I'm going to say I'm going to tell her that if she likes him then she should go for it because I'm not going to get in the way of to peoples Liking each other and she's my best friends I want what's best for her.