The love you never gave me

Summer holidays.

'BANG', the sky is full of colours and it's so loud. This year is going to be my year I'm going to have the best year of my life, i wrote my New Years resolutions down in the back of my diary so I could easily find it-
1. No boys, boyfriends, boy drama and no falling in love.
2. Be happy
3. Have a great year with your friends
Its the first day of school and I'm actually... for the first time ever, exited to go but Im only exited to see my friends because who wants to do work. Nicolette is on the bus so I know it's going to be fun but she's sitting with someone else, who is it?. "Hey girly I missed you so much you look so fresh boo!" She shouts
" hahaha thanks you to, your looking good"
She introduced me to her friend, Christina and she's really nice but she said for me to call her T so I think I have made a new friend.

My alarm clock won't stop buzzing and it's the worst sound in the world, I wish my mum would wake me up like she used to. I do the same old boring routine as I get ready for school but today is going to be a good day I can just feel it.
Two weeks and I'm already tired of school and I want to go back to the holidays where I could just hang out with my friends. I gather all my things ready to go as soon as the bell goes, I rush out grab my bag and leave as I head straight for the bus I see T
"Hey how was your day" I ask
"My day was pretty good and theirs this guy in my tennis group and he's so cute" she whispers
As we were walking so, I can hear is T talking about this boy in her tennis group and as I sit down Nicolette comes on and sits next to me, she looks to the seat behind us and then turns to me
"That guy behind us looks so lonely" she says under her breath
"Really?" I turn behind me and I see this guy sitting their looking out the window with his blue eyes, he holds his drink bottle so carefully, he pushes back his soft blond hair and looks over at me, he smiles which made me smile and his eyes glimmered. I turn back
"So?" She asks. "He's so cute" I mumble. "Should I say something?" she says, "yeah you should definitely say something". "What do I say?", "just ask him what his name is, what year he is in, and....what sport he plays" I say
She turns around and says hi but he doesn't respond so she taps him on the knee and says hi as he takes out his headphones. She asked him what year he's in and would you believe it he's in my year, he plays soccer and his voice is so calming, I have never heard someone's voice so calming in my life before. She turns to me and then puts her seat belt back on, the rest of the bus ride Nicolette and T were talking and I was looking out the window trying to look back at his reflection.