Before I die

Dreams don't last forever

That was a dream.
I mean was it fate that we met? It must have been, it must be the gods telling me that this list, completing this list, is going to change my life and lead me to experience things that I never thought would happen to me. I knew I had completed number 2 but holy fucking shit I never thought I'd get it that good. We're now sat at the bar and he's holding the top of my hand looking at me, in that way that guys do. The look that makes you go crazy. So I'm looking back at him, staring into his gorgeous dreamy eyes, like shit, how the fuck did his mother produce such a dream. He's everything I looked for in a guy and the fact that he chose me, out of anyone in the world he chose me to have sex with. I just knew he wasn't like the other guys who just use you to have sex with and then leave.
"Hey gorgeous" he said "u want a drink?"
Okay I know I'm 17 and technically, not really allowed to be sat at a bar ordering and drinking alcohol but it wasn't going to hurt anyone so I didn't see any harm in doing so.
"Um if it's alright, I'll have a gin and tonic please."
"Single or double miss?" The bar man asked in a warm, jolly tone.
"I'll have a double please."
"Oooo you naughty girl" Troy said and gave me a little wink that made my whole body feel like it was on fire. I giggled and looked down at my feet. He softly put his hand behind my neck and lifted it upwards so that I was so close I could feel his breath on my face. He said,
"Don't go and get all shy now Lil."
Lil. No-one had ever called me that before. It made me feel special, like I mattered to him.
"You know you're possibly one of the most amazing girls I have ever met, there's something about you Lilliana, every moment I'm with you I catch my breath."
He then pulled me in and we had the most intense kiss, his right hand behind my neck holding me against his lips and his left slowly traced all the way up my leg to where he started to tease me. I was in absolute hea-.
Suddenly his phone rang and the moment stopped.
"I'm so sorry I have to take this, do you mind?"
"Not at all." I replied. I was sure it wasn't going to be that important and he'd come back in, sweep me off the chair and take me back into the bathroom.
Minutes passed that seemed like hours and he hadn't come back in. I decided to go into the bathroom and top up on my lip gloss. I wasn't long at all but I came back to the bar to see this tall, blonde, tanned gorgeous girl in Troy's arms in the middle of a deep intense kiss.
My heart stopped, my eyes wellled up with tears and the one question I had was...
"WHO THE FUCK IS THAT BITCH?"