The Song//Kim Namjoon ff

one~

Light shines through my window as I wake up, only to find him next to me, surrounding me with a warmth I hadn't felt in so long. I know I shouldn't be happy to see him, but I can't help but smile at his sweet face as he sleeps, sunlight shining on his smooth face. I go to caress his face as he fades away...

I jolt awake in a cold sweat, breathing heavily.

It was just a dream, calm down.

I try to steady my breathing as I look at the clock.

Shit.

It's 5 am, and I have to leave at 6. I sigh and get out of bed, grabbing my robe and tying it around my waist.

I walk down the hall quietly to not disturb my roommates, who don't have to get up until a little bit later.

I turn on the shower and let it heat up as I undress, before getting in and letting the warm water run down my back, easing my tense muscles. As I stand in the warm shower, I can't help but think about my dream and what it could've meant.

Why does he keep invading my dreams... What could this mean..?

I'm in deep thought as I rinse out my hair.

I get no clarity, no escape. It's just him and it hurts. The saddest part is I can't even tell him how I feel.

I notice the time and realize I took too long in the shower, getting distracted by my thoughts.

I curse myself as I quickly put on my clothes and dry my hair. I grab a muffin off the counter and grab my car keys at the door before rushing out of the apartment. I finally had a meeting with a record label today and I will most likely be late.

It's been hard trying to find a record label to take me after what happened. I was pretty much destroyed in the spotlight, everyone being able to see me break.

Today of all days y/n? Get your shit together.

"I have to be able to start over. Make a new name for myself. Something good." I whisper as I speed towards my interview.