The Monster's Game

The Truth Will Set You Free

It was been going on three month's I've been working as Corey's hoe. I've been into over 15 fights with the other girls, and I have lost count on how many men I have slept with. I stopped counting after 106. We held onto the agreement of leaving the dope alone, but I found myself in love with angel dust. It made me feel exotic. I felt like I was on top of the muthafuckin' world! I kept Corey happy, the money was flowing in and all my problems slowly started to go away. As I sat in the mirror and put my mascara on, I overheard one of the other girls whispering. I heard one of them say "Are you sure you got it? It takes a while to pop up in your lab results." The girl started crying hysterically and responded, "Daddy said I do, he spoke to the doctors already." I stopped doing my makeup and began to ease drop some more. The other hoe was basically hyping her up, saying it's a good thing. they are doing this for a good cause. What the fuck was they talking about? I grabbed my makeup pouch and ran upstairs heatded. "Daddy!!! Open up the door, I need to talk to you!!" I screamed while banging on the door like police. Other hoes that was standing around was looking at me like I was crazy. Little do they know, I'm the only bitch who can do shit like this and get away with it. When he opened the door, a petite pretty girl came out. She must have been new because I never seen her before. She smiled at me than walked down the stairs. I went in the room and closed the door behind me. "What the fuck is going on?? And who the fuck is that? I thought you said you weren't recruiting anymore girls!" I said. "First off, don't question me about shit I do. Play ya fucking position." He responded. "Why am I over hearing the girls talk about having HIV?" I asked. He put his phone down and looked shocked. "What?" he asked. "Don't act stupid, you heard what I said. What the fuck is going on? Does every girl have it?" I bend down to look him in his eyes. He took about 60 seconds to answer my question. "A couple months ago, it was going around the house and no one knew who had the bug. We couldn't all take them to the hospital because it would make our business hot. When I found out I had it, I infected every bitch in this house." My mouth dropped to the floor. I shook my head. He been fucking these nasty bitches since I met him. He has been a pimp since day 1. I probably been sick since I started fucking him, that's why he forced me to move out of my mother's house. "Why didn't you tell me, why?" I began to cry. "I was fucking 15!!!!! I didn't ask for this shit, I just wanted to be loved." My heart was heavy. I didn't understand why god was punishing me like this, I couldn't take any more pain. "I'm sorry Lexi, this shit was out of my control. I was on angel dust, I didn't care about nothing. I'm sorry Lex." He came over to hold me and I pushed him away. "You promised me you would never hurt me, you promised me." I continued to cry. "And, throughout all this shit, I still held you down. I still helped you, when the fuck you gonna help me? Huh? Huh?" I started to scream.

I got up and rushed over to him and attacked him. I fought for my life. Blows after Blows, I blacked out. I tried to kill this nigga. He grabbed his gun, and he put it to my head. I slowly calmed down, but my heart was beating fast as fuck. "Kill me nigga, cause when I get out here you gonna wish you did!" He smacked me so hard with the gun I fell onto the floor. "You better not ever tell no one this bitch!" He screamed while hitting me repeatedly. "I told you I didn't wanna fucking hurt you. I had no choice!" He screamed. "Stop! Stop! Please stop!" I begged. He was beating the shit out me. It was like evil took over his body, he didn't look like the Corey I knew. He was high as shit off angel dust. "I hate you! You made me do this shit to you!'' He yelled. "If you would've just let me kill you that night it would've never went this far!!!" He punched me so hard in my mouth, I felt my jaw move into a different position. "I even got you raped, and you still came back for me!" He screamed with his eyes popping out of his face. When he realized what he just said he got off me. I just looked at him in complete shock. I couldn't move. We sat there in complete silence.

I can't believe he set me up. All of this because he was afraid to tell me the truth? He played a game, and I was his pawn. I was the strongest pawn though, and he couldn't seem to get rid of me, so he took it further in further. When he knew I caught HIV, he tried to kill me, so I wouldn't know that he posioned, since he couldn't kill me, he plotted for someone else to. Instead of doing their job, they decided to rape me and didn't even finish it off. He had his homeboy wait outside that house for me, so he can finish me off. His homeboy failed, and when he ran back into me, he started to fall back in love with me. He decided to not go further with his game because I was okay with being infected. I accepted it for what it was, and I isn't ever leave him. I always came back. I stood up and walked over to him, he had his gun on his lap, and I began to talk him out of putting the gun down. He eventually caught on and put it back to my head. "You gotta go Lex" He said while crying and looking at the ground. He finally was gonna do what he always wanted to do. I quickly kicked him in his balls and tried to get the gun out of his hand. We tussled all over the room and ended near the window. He had me in choke hold and opened the window and moved us onto the balcony. We fought what it seemed like to be forever, not realizing that we were both on the edge. "Jump, or I'ma shoot you" He screamed, he kept pushing me to the edge. I fought my hardest, but I had nothing else to hold on to. I felt nothing, but air surround my body. He pushed me off the 8-story building. My bones crushed as I hit the ground with blood splattered everywhere. I died instantly. Fuck it, I know heaven is better than here.