Drown me slowly

but I know this can't go on forever

Shisui groan's and he began to open his eyes, he looks around and noticed he's not in his room. Because there was really nothing in the room, but suddenly flashbacks of last night come back.

His eyes widen a bit, he looks and see itachi's besides him. He's asleep and looks so adorable to him, and he snuggles up more to him.

' no, no, no it's couldn't happen, could it? '

He looks underneath the blanket and sees there's both naked, and he tenses a bit.

' oh my god it did!!, How could I let this happen?!! '

He was panicking on the inside, trying to figure out if itachi would be angry at him. Itachi moves around a bit and he looks down at him, he sees his eyes opening. Itachi sat up and yawns, he rubs his eyes.

Shisui found it adorable, he looks so cute and he just wanted to hug him to death. Itachi looks and sees shisui, and looks confused.

" Itachi do you remember what happened yesterday? "

Itachi thinks and remembers, he blushes at the flashbacks.

" Itachi I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for it to happen. I didn't mean to take advantage of you and- "

Itachi place a hand on his mouth to get him to shut up for a bit.

No it's okay, I told you yesterday I was okay with it. And if I'm being honest I really enjoyed myself, and it got my mind off of everything. I really enjoyed myself, I wouldn't want it to be anyone else but you, who I would of wanted to touch and see me such a way. Thank you shisui really

Shisui Blushes at what he said, itachi smiles at him sweetly. Shisui found him too adorable, and didn't feel as bad when he heard him say that.

" Alright, hey you want to ditch school today "

Why?

" Let's spend the day together, you know doing something fun together. If you want we can also invite the rest of the akatsuki "

Just you and me is fine

" Alright, let's get dress then "

Itachi nods shisui and him walk to the bathroom, shisui turns on the water and he looks at him.

" Let's take a shower together "

Itachi nods his head and goes to get himself some clothes, shisui does the same. Once they both got there clothes, they step in and shisui held itachi close.

So the water can hit the both of them, itachi hugs him around his waist. Shisui squirts some shampoo in his hand, he began to wash his hair gently, rubbing his fingers softly.

Itachi closes his eyes and leans his head back, shisui smiles. He moves a bit, so he's underneath the shower head, and helps him wash out the shampoo from his hair.

He grabs a bar of soap and wets it a bit with the water, he began to rub the soap all over his body. Itachi let's him wash him, he had faith in him and knew he would never hurt him at least on purpose. Once done itachi does the same to him, of course shisui needed to bend so he can wash his hair.

Once done both of them dry themselves and get dress, shisui brushes itachi's hair. Due to it being wet, he let it down so it can dry.

" Ready? "

Itachi nods his head, they walk out and head towards shisui's car. They buckle up and shisui drives them somewhere.

(.............................................)

The day was fun, shisui took him to a arcade and they played lots of game. Once done they went to get a quick bite, and they took a stroll through the park. Shisui talking most of the time when they were young, and soon the day was coming to an end. Shisui decided to end the day at there favorite spot, the cliff.

When they got there they sat down, and looked at the sunset. Shisui was having lots of fun, this was fun it was almost like a date. He looks at itachi and could tell he was having fun too.

" Hey itachi "

Itachi looks at him, giving him his full attention.

" Remember yesterday when I said I love you. You gave this look, that said the same thing. Itachi do you like me? "

Itachi looks at him shocked, what could he say, yes. But he's scared, he knows there's many people around him who love him. But the one thing holding him back is Orochimaru, that one man scares him.

I really don't know, because I like the kisses we share, and what happened yesterday. But I don't really feel attractive to you. I don't want to say to give you hope of something I don't feel. But at the same time I don't want to say no, to give your hopes up

" It's okay itachi, your just trying to figure out your feelings. Your bearly starting to like me, and that makes me happy. But I'll let you make your own decisions, but no matter what you say, could ever change how I feel about you no matter what. Because I love you with all my heart "

Itachi Blushes and looks away, shisui cups his cheeks and lift his face up. Shisui smiles at him and his blush deepens, he leans close and kisses him.

Itachi kisses him back, the kiss was slow and full of love from the two. Shisui pulls away and looks at him, the sun already down and the moon and stars up.

Shisui lays so he's on his back, and pulls itachi into his chest. Itachi Blushes and shisui had his left arm wrapped around his waist, the other behind his head.

Itachi hugs him around his waist, they stay there looking up at the stars. Shisui pointing out certain stars and telling him stories, itachi smiles and looks at him feeling calm and happy.

This is where he likes being, in shisui's arms where's everything calm, even though if the world wasn't. But surely I'll all end, and he'll have to go back to his hellish life he lives. Where he can't show shisui how he feels, how Orochimaru has him trap to forever always be sad.