Forever Changing

Loneliness / Away From Everything

(Originally started on December 5th, 2019, then finished on December 9th)

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left out of everything

deep, emotional,

forgotten about

or the feeling of, at best..

away from everything, everyone

and they're all away, too,

while being everywhere, all at the same time

wish they'd be close, someone

someone just alike

darker, deeper,

sadder, more aware

more aware of what's there,

what's not, what could be

if someone right came along,

someone right,

would things be different?

happier, more content?

not everyone around is wrong,

so why are they not right, yet?

questioning everything, within

too much questioning

reach out, reach out

maybe reaching out, could help

even after all this time, after all these other times of reaching,

anything is possible, almost scarily

try talking to someone else, someone new

reply to that forgotten message

go out and see the world,

and all of the people and life within

bring anxiety along and see how far they go

bring yourself along and see how good you could be,

you can be,

outside of your worries and mistakes

you can be

wish there was better people close by,

that knew past the awkward and quiet,

that's got past them

or even just someone

dreams of closeness, talkative sense

known possibilities of happier, friendship,

relationship, any

any that's good and completing

good and completing

part of what makes life worth-living, for a non-loner

someday, eventually,

there will be everything, all of those

that's what they all say..

someday, there won't be as much questioning,

wondering, empty spaces in the mind

that's what they remind..

someday, there will be best friends,

there won't be loneliness