The crash {Dilmer fanfic}

"It can't be the end"

I just sat there, outside the room where the doctors are trying to save his life.

Is that a dream?

Oh, God, please tell me that is a dream.

I found myself sitting there on the chairs that smell like death, and pray.

Something I never do.

"God .. You know I never ask for anything, and you know that im grateful for anything you ever gave me..

But now, I need you. I really need you.

Please .. get him out of this situation. I'm begging you,

please .."

I cried.

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"Demi, you didn't say a word since we got here,

You can't stay like this, please. Maybe you should go get something to eat, and come back later?

I will update you if  theres any news, I promise" I heared Marissa talking to me .

"Im staying here" I said with tears.

"But Demi, you need some rest. You can't stay here forev-"

I cut her off "NO MARISSA. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GET IT?

Wilmer is there in this fucking room, moving between life and death.

I don't even know if he will make it, just tell me how.

How can I leave him like that? He needs me. I have to be here, okay?? "

"I understan-.."

"No. You don't".

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He has to.  He has to make it.  Oh god..

I need him, and he needs me.

He cant leave me, he just can't.

I cried,

What will I do without him? All the memories are flooding my head ..

All of our moments together, our hugs, our kisses. I can't lose him.

He's my only one,

I made for him.

He's the reason for my smile, He is the only one who really understands.

The one who knows me better than I know myself.

HE IS THE ONLY ONE.

I can't lose him.

He has to make it, I know him. He is strong,  he will make it.

For me, for us.

He will…
It can't be the end.

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"WHY THEY ARE THERE FOR SO LONG?? "

I screamed with tears in my eyes. My mom tried to calm me down, but it didnt really work.

"Hey baby, do you want me to bring you something?" she asked, "Yes. Wilmer" I said.

He is the only thing I want right now.

He must be so scared, oh my god. I cried even harder.

"Why mom?  Why this is happening to me? "

she hugged me..

" Shh.. Demetria, everything will be okay.

Just try to sleep .."

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"Mrs. Lovato? "

The doctors finally came out

"YESS?  " I answerd quickly.

"Umm, We have some bad news for you.. "

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