The crash {Dilmer fanfic}

"US"

"NO. NO NO NO NO HE CAN'T HE CAN'T DIE" i screamed sobbing.

"We did everything we coul-"

"NO PLESSE NOOOO" I cut off the doctor while sobbing harder.

... ..

"Let me finish demi, Wilmer didnt die.

He connected to machines.

We did everything we could, now its all up to him.

If he won't wake up in the next 24 hours, we will have to disconnect him..

The doctor said .

"Oh my god.. " I sat as my mom trying to calm me down

"Dont worry Demi, he WILL wake up. He is strong and he WILL make it. Ok?"

I looked at my mom with pleading eyes.

"I know mom.. But what if he is not strong enough?

What if he won't wake up?

I can't live without him, mom.

He needs to wake up, he has to"

I cried in her arms.

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"Can I see him? Please" I asked the doctors,

I need to see him, to feel him.

I need to be there with him, he must be so lonely.. and scared .

He needs to know that he is not alone, that im here with him.

"Of course" the doctor gave me a little smile and took me to Wilmer's room.

I opened the door, and I saw him.

Lying there, with so many conduits and connections.

"Oh god" he looked so bad.

I sat next to him .

"my baby.. " I whisperd as tears fell down my face.

I held his hand, she was so cold.

"Hey babe, can you hear me?

I looked at him,like I'm waiting for his answer,But he didn't say a word.

"Please ,Please wake up,

I need you.

How Would I live without you? You're the one who keeps me alive, you're the reason I get up in the morning every day.

How would I live without the person who gave me a reason to live?

The person who showed me that life CAN be beautiful.

The man who taught me what love is.

How Would I live without you, my love?"

I held his cold hand, and cried.

Why?

why this is happening to me?

....

"Please Wilmer, you can't leave me.. "

I felt my stomach with tears,
"You can't leave....US"