Burnt pine tree

Hung

 ( Gore warning )

Dippers POV: 

I was walking home from another day of school, I love school because it lets me get away from the terror I call home. I walked up to the door and was about to open the it when I noticed a horrific smell coming from inside, I opened the door slowly expecting to be kicked in the stomach for being five minutes late, but there was no one there huh? I walked into the living room hesitant because well I know how these things go, and that's when I saw it, my fathers body hanging by a rope tied to the ceiling fan. The smell wasn't coming from my fathers body because it looked like he hung him self this morning. Then I realized that the smell was coming from behind his body the smell was coming from my mother lying in a pool of her own blood. 

I stood there for what felt like only five minutes, but reality it was probably more like five hours. I felt large warm tears fall down my cheeks, and drop helplessly to the floor, I don't know why I was crying I wasn't sad, it was probably because this is just another thing I can add to the list of traumatic shit that's happened to me. After wallowing in self pity for awhile I got an idea, I began to feel my legs again. I ran to my fathers office and rummaged around looking for something, anything. I found enough money for a bus fair and some food. I was about to leave my fathers office when my elbow bumped into an open drawer, "ow ow ow funny bone!" I said, I looked down into the drawer just in case, and I noticed that there was a latch underneath the papers, I pulled on it and there was a piece of paper it seemed to be about a person so I took it out and read it. Oh my god I said in disbelief I have a sister and my parents never told me!? Oh wait that's sounds like them don't know why I'm surprised. My sisters name was Mabel and she lived in gravity falls alright then that's where I'm going, I went to my room and got a bag stuffed it with cloths, food, bathroom supplies and other things, I put my favourite hoodie on witch was faded and ripped over my best t-shirt witch was black, I put my tan ripped jeans on and my only shoes flip flops, I walked out the door and walked to the nearest bus stop I waited for about an hour, when the bus arrived I got on I was going to gravity falls to meet my sister. 

It's been a month since that day and I still haven't met my sister honestly I'm kinda glad that I haven't ran into her. I'm renting a cabin in the woods in gravity falls with the money I have from my job I got when I first got here, but I'm not so sure that the money I get from the job is enough I think I need to get another job. I also have been fully emitted into gravity falls high. I still can't sleep at night well I never sleep at night but that's besides the point, I started to rethink my decision when I started to think about my mental health, and about how popular my sister is at the school, I mean who would want a brother that is a paranoid, schizophrenic, insomniac with depression and anxiety and was abused for fifteen years I laugh just thinking about how I thought I could live with them happily, they don't want me they'll just discard me like everyone else.