( warning self deprecating thoughts, cutting and swearing )
Dippers POV:
Oh shit! Oh shit! Oh shit! My sister lives and my great uncle runs the place I now work at, how am I suppose to hide that I'm their long lost family member, and that I don't want to be a part of the family!?
( A/N the ones in caps are dippers schizophrenia thoughts and the other ones are dippers real thoughts )
IT'S USELESS
oh no I forgot to take my pills today!
YUP AND NOW YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH US
shit, just....go away will you!
NO THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS KID. NOW BACK TO WHAT I WAS SAYING, IT'S USELESS TO HIDE IT THEY'LL FIND OUT EVENTUALLY AND WHEN THEY DO THE'LL HATE YOU LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!
N-no they won't their family!
YOUR PARENTS WERE FAMILY
b-but there different I know it
NO YOU DON'T
fuck this! I'm going to take my pills!
YOU SHOULD JUST KILL YOURSELF NO ONE WILL MISS YOU DO IT BEFORE YOU GET ATTACHED
NO! now shut up!
NO THE ONLY WAY TO GET RID OF ME IS TO CUT, CUT, CUT, CUT!
fine!
I walked into the bathroom in my apartment, opened one of the draws and took out a small black box, I sat down against the bathtub, and opened the box, and took out one of the razors.
One cut
Two cut
Three cut
Four
Just gotta cut some more
I sat there like that cutting my arm for what felt like an eternity until I was almost in a pool of my own blood, see I think that if my parents abused me then there must have been a reason, so if they abused me it was because I just deserved it, so since they are no longer here to do it for me I do it to myself. My arm is decorated with scars from my wrists to my shoulders. I finally stopped, and put down the bloody razor, and reached into the box for the bandages, I bandaged up my new wounds, and cleaned up the bathroom floor after I did that I went to the kitchen, and got a cup of water yes I'm thirsty after losing a lot of blood sue me.
( lil time skip brought to you by my cold )
Beep beep beep, I was dragged out of my own thoughts with the sound of my alarm going off, god it's Sunday I have to go to work today with my own sister. Oh god I didn't sleep at all last night, well I'm not surprised I forgot to take my pills.
I finally arrived at the mystery shack fifteen minutes early thank goodness! I opened the door, and there was that red headed girl I think her name was Wendy? And my sister Mabel talking at the counter oh! Hey dipper! She said, wow she's only met me twice and she can still remember my name, I can see why she's popular. My surprise must have shown on my face because then she said, are...you okay? Y-yeah of coarse! I plastered on one of my fake smiles, and she said, oh ok! So what ya doing here you're fifteen minutes early Wendy asked, oh I was just excited so I came here early, alright then come sit down and talk with us I want to get to know you better since we're going to be working together. Well shit no getting out of this one.
( A/N woohoo 589 words! )
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Burnt pine tree
RomanceMabel lives in gravity falls with her grunkle Stan in the mystery shack she has lots of friends good food and she's very popular in the school, everyone thinks that Mabel has an amazing life and so did she until she found out that she has a brother...
