Chapter Eight ~Forgiven~

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~Elisa’s POV~

I let out a sigh, and then opened the door.

“You have three minutes”

I’m pretty sure he could see that only two seconds ago I had been crying, and it wall all because of him.

“Whatever you’re thinking I did I didn’t do”

He took a deep breath then began his story…

“I was walking to my class after, I dropped you off at yours, and then out of nowhere Addison, wrapped herself around me. I pried her off my then used my Alpha tone to order her to stay away from me. Baby I promise nothing happened. Please forgive me, I miss you like crazy. I know you miss me like crazy.”

He was right; I did miss him like crazy. I also knew that he was telling the truth. I walked into his open arms.

“Just because I’m forgiving you, don’t think I’m letting you slide that easy.” I sniffled

“As long as I still get to be with you…” He said.

Why did he have to do this to me? Why did every time he spoke, I went weak at the knees. With any other guy, I know I would have hated this feeling, but with him, I feel the complete opposite.

“For starters no sleeping over, taking me to school, or driving me home for two weeks, unless I say otherwise.”

“But Lise, baby, you that not going to happen, we can’t be apart from each other. I’ll lose my mind.”

“Baby, I have to be close to you…” he let out in a low husky voice.

“Try. For me, please.”

He closed his eyes for a minute, and then let out a sigh. I leant in and gave him a kiss goodbye. He turned around and left without a single word said. He probably hates me. That made a tear come up. I fled to my room, and fell face first into my pillow, and cried. Sometime around then, I fell asleep.

                I woke up the next morning with puffy eyes. I quickly rushed into the bathroom and straightened my hair, then pulled it up into a pony tail. I then put on some concealer around my eyes. When I was done, I put on some jeans, Sperry’s, and jeans. I hurried and grabbed an apple on the way out my door, then drove myself to school.

                When I got there, there he stood with his friends. You could tell he wasn’t paying attention, and he had this far look in his eyes. He looked like shit to be honest. Did I really do that to him? When he sees me, his expression brightened. He ran over to where I was. I got out of the car, as soon as I was out of the car I was immediately wrapped up in his embrace. It felt so good, I was ready to give in, but I reminded myself I needed to stay strong.

“Babe, I miss you so much…” He whispered to me.

“I miss you too, but remember what I said…”

“Yea, but you didn’t say I had to stay away from you at school.”

“Yes, and last night I was thinking……maybe just one week instead.”

“Yes!! Yes, yes, yes!!! I love you so much!!” He picked me up and swung me around.

“I love you to Danny boy, but I need to get to class.”

“Ok then, I will walk you then.” He grabbed my hand, and we proceeded to class.

“Fine,” I mumbled

Class went by unbelievably slow. Went that final bell rung though, I got up a walked out of class half expecting him to be there waiting on me like he always was, but he wasn’t. I continued on to my locker, not letting the hint of disappointment bring me down, I mean I asked him to leave me alone, didn’t I?

                After I had visited my locker I went outside to my car and got in. When I did, I noticed a crumpled piece of paper on my passenger side seat. I picked it up, unfolded it and read it.

It read:

“This is really hard not being able to see you every second of the day. But, I understand your wishes, and will respect them, even though it hurts like hell not being able to see you. I want to apologize, for yesterday, and for being such a shitty mate. You deserve way better than me. After I found out that you had a mate that rejected you, I made a promise to myself, that I would never do that to you, that I would never put you through that much pain. But here I am doing it, I broke my promise, and I am truly sorry. I don’t expect you to forgive me, I would understand if you never forgave me. But, can we get past this? I love you so damn much it hurts not to be with you. Yesterday when you wouldn’t be around me, when you wouldn’t talk to me, I thought I lost you, I thought that I just screwed up so much that I caused the one thing I love the most, to just leave me. I hate myself for it, I’m so stupid. Even if you never want to see me again I will always love you, and I will never be able to move on. I’ll be waiting with open arms waiting for you when you’re ready to be with me again. I Love You.

                                                                                                                Sincerely,

                                                                                                                                Daniel”

 I just realized that I was crying, that was the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me. That’s exactly why I love him. Not just because he’s my mate but because he is sweet, charming, kind, a gentleman, caring and the list goes on and on. The point is he is everything I look for in a guy, and that guy just so happens to be the most amazing mate ever.

                I couldn’t take it anymore; I drove as fast as I could to his pack house, where I knew he would be. As soon as I got there, there stood Addison who immediately looked at me then gave me a hard glare. I returned it with a smirk, and then set off to find Daniel.

                After a couple of minutes, I couldn’t find him, so I went to his room. I laid on his bed staring up at the ceiling for a while, then sometime around then I fell asleep.

I woke up and blinked a few times unsure of where I was, and then I remembered I came to Daniels room. I rolled over to stretch only to find Daniel there staring at me. I was at a loss of words for a few minutes by then they started coming back to me.

“I’m the one who should be sorry, I overreacted, and I shouldn’t have.”

“You’re really stupid you know it? It was my entire fault, but let’s just forget about it . I’ve missed you so much.”

He then pulled me into a tight embrace, and gave me the sweetest kiss ever. After a minute of thinking he finally said what was on his mind.

“So am I forgiven?”

“Of course you’re forgiven.”

And with that we sealed the deal with a kiss.

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~Authors Note~

Shoot me now!!! You probably hate me, and I really hate me too. I can’t believe I didn’t update for so long. But SAT and exams take up a lot of time, so blame them. Well any who, here is chapter eight. Vote, Comment and fan. Most importantly enjoy!!!

~Christina xx

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