I am lost without light to hold me down. I feel my body and emotions beginning to become numb. But nothing can stay the same.... we grow up and become adults. Ready for the big world. What awaits us is unknown but that is the beauty of it.
The unknown it's scary, some are afraid of the unknown because they are used to have the same patterns in their life. but patterns change as wells as friends. People die and their is nothing we can do about it. We just have to move or just do something that keeps our minds off that one problem.
But that doesn't really help all the time. We sometimes have to ask for help. That's okay.... when you know when you need help that shows courage. Courage takes a lot for anyone to do. to send that one text to the boy that you like. Or to the group that you know, that you parents are getting a divorce. Having someone to rant to in the middle of the night.
Being at a breaking point doesn't help when your going over your thoughts over and over again. The loss, the death, the suffering. I have been through a lot these past four year. Their have been good parts and some bad but in the end it made me a stronger, and a better person.
It made me grateful for the little things in life. For every good moment that I can remember is something worth while. But we all have a break point, when does that happen?
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Coping with Life
RandomWriting that might help others that have been through what I have been through. These couple of months were getting hard. My friends that I have known since 2015 have been helping, but mostly writing and poetry has been helping.
