IMPOSSIBLE LOVE 😔💔

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by Lonewolf_dreams

by Lonewolf_dreams

THANK YOU DamonIsBest for giving me the idea for this chapter
This story is in David's POV

Why... after all this time trying to find happiness I am more depressed then everything it just seems that life makes everything harder for me I can't get what I want...

I just want love

From someone

I've been in love with someone for almost 10 years but he has a life a rather good one actually... a son that he can see every day and a gorgeous wife that cares about him.

Maybe I should just go far away from him fly in another country meet other people and not think about someone I can't love

The plane to Japan is leaving in 10 minutes...

Shit I was so occupied with him that I almost forgot about my plane

Yeah choosing Japan seems like a dumb idea but I actually always wanted to visit Japan and maybe I will have a better life there... a new one... I will meet new people and live other things.

But before I leave I need to do something

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To Simon:

Hey Simon you're probably never going to read this text message but I still needed to send it to you...

Since 2012 when I joined bgt I felt something that I have never felt in my life... bgt brought me so much more then money and fame it brought me a family wich I loved with all my heart and in that family there was someone that in the beginning I thougt he was just something...

But with everyday he became more special and that something became my everything.

I always tried to get his attention but he never cared about me for years I've lived like this happpy everytime I saw him.

But lately I couldn't live anymore knowing that he would never love me back

So I had to get away from this life... I'm going to Japan to begin a new life.

I'm really sorry that I was to much of a coward to tell you

I love you and will always love you Simon

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He never cared about me and he will never care

Grabbing my luggage and getting in the plane to go to Japan all I could think about was the fact...

A pretty bad fact actually...

I always had hope that I would end up with him... but after this message that hope was gone...

My mind repeating this same words in my head...

Goodbye

And after all those words repeated all I could think about was that I had hope in an impossible love...

YEAHHHHH I LEGIT WANT TO CRY RIGHT NOW 😭😭😭

Anyways if you like it please comment and vote it would realy help me🤗

Love you❤