⸸Patient Kim⸸

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Remember me? I'm sure you do.
But if you forgot me, then not to fret.
There are still many things you don't know about me yet.
So let's go back in time, so you learn about my past.
Are you ready to know who I was and who I really am?
Then have a seat, because this might take longer than you expect.

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The person I was before, was a person I am no more.
I used to be passionate and caring,
but their voices taught me to be rude and daring.

I once had dreams of the most beautiful scenarios:

Laughter filling the atmospheric air.

Love spread throughout the world, within a simple act of kindness.

Joyful tears streaming down from my face as I swung my feet back and forth
in the air, while watching my parents intertwine hands and watch their only
son with a smile on their face, as if I was their greatest accomplishment.

Those days faded away in the blink of an eye.
And sadly for me, I never got the chance to wave one last goodbye at my old life.
If I would have foreseen this happening to me, I would have been wiser.
But I was not, and fell right into temptation.

Temptation:
To become tempted by something irresistible,
or to feel the need to have save something within
one's life, in order to satisfy oneself.

I was nothing but a young, clueless minor at the time. Playing with my close friends.
A game of innocence in between a small group of mindless kids, who were curious and
fed with little knowledge of the world before them.

I myself was one of them.

Mindless.

Harmless.

And dare I say, curious. Yes... Very curious indeed.

The story all began when I was a child, barely a preteen.
Lurking around an unknown apartment, that was seemingly harmless.
But little did I know, that it was not as innocent as I thought it seemed.
And that's just the beginning of how my life went from bright and righteous,
To sinful, when I was lost in the epitome pure, yet unholy darkness.

Kim Seokjin, son of Kim Aejin and Kim Dongyul.
As a child, I was loved by my parents.
My mother gave me affection, as well as discipline when I had done something wrong.
My father taught me to be hard-working and focus on my studies, but he also supported
me and helped me to become a good student in class.

I was always a top student. My brain functioned at the speed of light when it came to
studying. I would always have enough time to fill out all of my paperwork.

I was a regular human being who did mistakes and would often give up on things that
didn't have much meaning in being fully accomplished.

I would cherish Saturdays and Sundays whenever I had the chance to, because it meant I could spend far more time with my acquaintances and travel to exciting places with my parents.