you're the reason for my Tears (#1 in Reason Series) Completed

Chapter-5

Ratri's pov (On readers demand)

I'm sitting with my son my Shona who is sleeping peacefully after playing with That girl. My only reason for living is my baby. After what Mainak did with me I'm broken and lost. Did I really deserve it?

"Ratri did you feed hot milk to Mahi?" Mainak asked me

He has the nerve to ask me this? Now he cares about his daughter to me?

"yes, I did do you have any problem Mainak?" I asked him bitterly

"no, I don't have any problem you can do anything with her. But don't harm her physically. We need her don't forget that" Mainak said

I chuckled sarcastically on his comment.

"belive me Mainak I can't forget it ever If I want to, just leave me alone, and don't you dare to come here," I said to him

"Ratri can't you forgive me?" Mainak asked me

"If I cut your hands and say sorry to you will you forgive me Mainak?" I asked him with a smile a sarcastic one obviously

He didn't say anything nor he looks at me.

"you broke my Trust Mainak I gave you my heart but you crushed both. If you have any shame then don't show me your face." I told him

He didn't say anything and left me alone.

A lone tear escapes my eyes and it accompanied with another tear.

Soon tears started to flow continuously.

I go outside of My Shona's room I can't wake him up.

I go to our room sorry my room from now.

What was my fault in this? Was it my fault that I gave my heart to the wrong person?

Maybe it is my fault indeed. I was an idiot who didn't listen to anyone. I should have listened to Dadabhai (elder brother ) when he said to me to not marry him but I was blind in love.

Mainak was my dadabhai's friend. He always comes to our house for many reasons. From my childhood, I had a crush on him and with time it developed in love.

I knew that he has many girlfriends but no one was a serious one.

I had a hope that maybe in future I will get him. My ma always said that if you love someone from your heart you will get him or her one day.

He was 6 years elder than me. When I hit 18 I decided to tell him about my feelings because his baba was finding suitable girls for him to get him settled.

When I told him about my feelings he said he also love me but he didn't say anything because I'm his friend's sister and younger than him. He was dating those girls to forget me because it was wrong.

I was on cloud nine that day he loves me, my love, also love me. But if I know it was only a trap for me.

I told my parents about it they were also happy but not dadabhai. He was asking baba to not listen to me Mainak is not good for me. I was angry with him for saying this.

I fought with him, I cried, begged did a hunger strike to get married to Mainak.

After all of this dadabhai agreed. But he said to me one thing.

"You will Regret marrying him Ratri. He isn't what he shows he is. He can't love anyone he is a man whore. He has Slept with my many girls,"

Hearing him I told him that he did it to forget me. He loved me from the start.

Dadabhai only said that I have become blind in his love. Indeed I was blind...

We got married after a few months. In this time getting married at an early age isn't any big thing. His parents accept me and why won't they? My father is a billionaire so his father is. They both become business partners.

My life was like a fairy tale. I could not ask for anything more. He was the best husband I could ever get.

After two months of our marriage, I got pregnant with my Shona. That time Mainak took great care of me.

After our son's birth, our relationship got more strong or I think so.

With time mainak got busy in work. This company was half on my name half on his. It was Dadabhai who gave the idea.

When Shona turned 7 he was asking for a sibling. I also thought that we should try for it but Mainak became too distant at that time.

When I told him about it he was ignoring me. His some behaviour was suspicious but I ignored it.

One says love is blind I can't agree more on it.

One thing is that I have to admit he loves our son very much when our son was becoming too stubborn and crying all the time he decided to plan a baby. And I got pregnant as well. But his behaviour was something I can't ignore anymore he started to stay at his office more or that's what he told me. I was getting suspicious so I hire a detective to spy on him and what I got to know shook Me towards my core.

He was cheating on me. He did it from the very start of our marriage the detective finds everything.

I was really heartbroken by this. I busted him in his sin. I wanted to leave him but I can't. My Shona loves his baba very much. If I got separated from mainak then it will clearly affect him and his childhood. And honestly, my heart still beats for him I can't leave him.

God snatch my child from me as well. If it wasn't my Shona I would have never accepted that sin child. I know Mahi has no fault in it but was it my fault either? I won't spare Mainak and that's for sure. I will make his life hell but I can't accept that girl.

Whenever I see her face she reminds me of my broken Heart my failed marriage.

I'm not a heartless person to abuse an infant but I can't help. When your heart breaks in peace you had to make it of Stone. And my heart is only soft for my Shona.

And for Mainak and his daughter, it's stone. I can't love her ever.

I won't give divorce to Mainak as well because if I did then again he will start his whoring ways and I'm not letting that happen Ratri isn't a game that he can play whenever he wants. If he again tried to cheat on me I will make sure that he came on roads. And his parents will support me only.

They are also disappointed with their son but they are helpless they love their grandson.

Mahasweta you have no-fault except one that you are Mainak's daughter and you haven't taken birth from me. Why can't you be my daughter? Why you have to get birth from a prostitute? Why? If you were my daughter I would have loved you but no you're not my daughter nor you will be ever.

Now you have done the sin then face my punishment. Welcome to hell Mahi you will regret taking birth from Mainak.

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So here is Ratri's pov

Ratri is also hurt it wasn't her fault either but it didn't give her right to abuse Mahi.

I'm not supporting her actions or justifying them just give her pov to clear her thinking

Tell me what do you think about it?