"I watched a cloud disappear today
Slowly, like it didn't want to leave
Its puffy white tendrils dissipating
With a hot summers breeze
And I wondered then,
If I vanished like the cloud
Would anyone notice the lack of white in the sky
Or would they think 'oh she's just not around'
If I vanished like the cloud
Would anyone look up and say
'The sky looks different I just can't explain why'
Would they shrug it off or look deeper into the signs that came before?
The pain in my chest, the cracks in my eyes,
The tears shed at 4 in the morning that no one knows about
The hole through my chest
My heart bleeding gold.
And now I'm empty.
I'm gone.
Just like the cloud."
