You recently cleared your exams and made your parents proud. Studies were finally over. Your interview went well and Justin Bieber was your boyfriend since 3 years. Life was perfect. Or rather it seemed perfect from the outside.
But you weren't happy. Mostly because you were having second thoughts about your love life. Though you understood Justin's lifestyle but there were few things that you just couldn't ignore. And it was messing with your peace of mind. You loved him. But you couldn't put an end to your thoughts.
You switched off the laptop and went to the bedroom and saw Justin sleeping. You laid next to him, got inside the blanket and tried sleeping. Just then, Justin rolled over to your side and put his arm on you. You turned your head to your right and saw how calm he looked in his sleep. You smiled. He was so close to you. Your lips just a few inches apart. You could feel his breath on you. You loved him so much. So you leaned in. Went a little closer wanting to kiss him. But then stopped. You went back to your thoughts and contemplated whether to kiss him or not. Soon enough tears started rolling down your eyes and you couldn't control it. You tried to get out of the bed but it was too late. Your sobbing woke Justin up even though you made efforts to make minimum noise.
"Hey baby. Are you crying? What's wrong? What happened? Tell me"
"Nothing. I.. I.. nothing"
Justin wiped your tears and wrapped himself around you. You were longing for that hug so you held him tighter. After a while when you calmed down, you pulled back, not making eye contact.
"Talk to me", his voice was so soft. Almost relaxing.
"Justin what are we?"
"What do you mean?"
"Are we really (Y/N) and Justin anymore?"
"Yes baby. Wh-"
"Then why did I hesitate to kiss you? Why did I think twice before pressing my lips against yours? Why am I thinking about it?"
"Baby please elaborate. Why are you saying all of this?"
"Because I feel like we're drifting apart. I understand your profession. I really do. But when was the last time we had breakfast together? Or we hugged each other? When was the last time you kissed me Justin? Or smiled at me?"
"Baby we're busy with our lives. Doesn't mean we don't love each other"
"No Justin. That's not what I'm trying to say. We're so busy with our lives that we have stopped making time for each other. We have started taking each other for granted. We hardly spend time together. We hardly acknowledge each other. And that's what's killing me"
Justin kept quiet because he knew you weren't finished.You continued.
"Understanding, love, compatibility are needed in a relationship. And we have that. But don't you think our conversations are just work related? Either we talk about the broken sink or the light bulbs that aren't working or the meetings you had or the dinner menu. What happened to us? Is that all we can talk about now? Baby we're living together. And hence these things will come up. But that's not everything, right? It feels like we have lost our individual selves and we're living like roommates. What happened to our movie nights? Our lazy weekends just making sandwiches and staying in bed all day? I know we both have responsibilities. But what I'm trying to say is that we need to make time for each other too. How can we grow as a couple if we deal with our lives separately? We both need support. I miss us. I miss your adorable laugh"
"Honestly, it's been killing me too. I'm glad you spoke because I've been struggling to express myself. I feel like you're so busy and you don't make time for me. I try so hard to talk to you about random things that pop in my mind or anything in general but it's always the work that keeps you busy. I feel lost too. There are times when you come out of the shower and I want to kiss you but you're always in a hurry. I miss the way you used to make me laugh. Life has become monotonous and I'm aware of that. I think we've been suffering and blaming each other for these little things that's leaving a big impact on us. We've stopped enjoying life together. And we can't let responsibilities suck the life out of us. As u said, there's more to life. There's more to our repetitive conversations. There's more to our feelings. There's so much more for us. Love still stays"
"And here I was, thinking that you're an idiot. Didn't realize that I was an idiot too", you said *facepalm*
"But you're a cute idiot. So it's okay"
"Fine. This time you can call me that",you rolled your eyes and smiled.
"Baby next time you feel this way, please don't keep it inside you for so long"
"Likewise Justin"
"Yes noted. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my chest. Couldn't you have tried kissing me a little early?", Justin was smiling.
"Couldn't you have tried kissing me every time I came out of the shower?"
"Alright. You win. Couldn't you kiss me now?"
You leaned in and kissed him so hard.
Finally you both were happy.
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