The secrets they only share

"Who the fuck do you think you are?!"

Betty POV
I'm numb. Nothing is left. I feel nothing. Normally a would feel a little when someone kissed my neck, but now? Nothing. Empty.

I'm currently in the boys locker room hooking up with some boy, Gill maybe, I don't fucking know or care.
I don't dare to do much other than use my hand on him. I've been quit on edge lately, meaning my control of the beast that's me is a bit unstable.
Just as he's about to take my shirt off, the clock safes me.
"Sorry" the guy says but I'm already on my way to class.

As I enter the class I see Toby talking to some girl, but as he sees me completely ignore her and walks over to me.
"B, you came... thought you were busy sucking some guys dick" he jokes but I put my middle finger in my mouth and suck it and pull it out.
A scroll and a smirk is all I get and the teacher enters and we sit down in the back of the room.

The noisy classroom is killing me and Toby shove to my side.
The eye contact is lazy.
"You having a hard time getting what she's saying? You normally kill maths"
I don't seem to make up any sentences or words at all and he notices.
"Hey, you okay?" Worry in his eyes.
No words.
The noise stop but is replaced by the clock. I storm out, Ally is waiting outside but I keep heading to the bathroom.

The water that stream into the sink keeps running. For a moment I just look at it but I then take a handful and take it over my face. I don't wear much makeup because I'm naturally pretty. Correction naturally vampire-pretty.
Ally comes in and sees me.
"Babe, what's wrong"
"Fuck. I don't know, my head is killing me" the harshness of my voice is making her more worried, I can see it.
"Uhm... how long is it since... you know... you have feed?" She whisper ask.
Shit. I don't know! A few days, maybe a few months.
She takes my silence as an answer.
"Dammit, Betts! Go home and get some blood in your system" is she telling me what to do? Hell no!
"STOP FUCKING TELLING ME WHAT TO DO!" I scream, Toby storms in.
"What the?" Ally says but is cut off.
"Betty, come with me. Now!" He commands.
"No, you guys gotta stop telling me what to do" I storm out on the parking lot. Toby runs out and screams something that makes me stop in my tracks.
I turn around.
"What did you just say?!"
He's silent.
"Tobias for fuck sake! Tell me" now I'm the one commanding.
He open his mouth to say it but close it again as he's eyes spots something.

Suddenly someone breath is on my neck and a hand grab my butt and squeezes.
"Hello sexy" a familiar voice says.
"Who the he'll do you think you are?" The anger true in my voice and I turn around to the most beautiful face in Riverdale smirking at me.
"Jughead" I feel small.
"It's me, baby" he open his arm and I fall into his embrace.

"Did you kill him?" I ask.
He nods and hugs me again. I break the hug and kiss him aggressively. At first it's just a aggressive kiss but his tongue enters my mouth and he lifts my leg.
"Jug, not here"
"Then let's go home to me" he says hoarsely
I look back to find Toby gone.

Authors note:
Merry Christmas guys!
Hope you will enjoy!

xxx Laura